burger is round

Cold again

2011-12-22T13:33:00.004+08:00

I wish i wish

I wish we could be like last time.
I wish that without me you would be sad.
I wish you would treat me like your baby.

I wish i could be more appreciated.

I wish.......

Treasure

2011-06-12T12:40:00.001+08:00

I miss the old times.

When there's just you and me

Haha

Suppress

2011-06-09T19:54:00.004+08:00

I took a long bathe, tears more then the rain. I realise, I've no where and no one to express this feelings. I just wish i could surpress my negative thoughts to just here, this small little space for myself. I have no other place to. Anyway this is a dead blog. Nobody will come to this place, except me :/

How does it feel like to having a opposite sex friend so close to you when you are already attached.

How does it feel like to be unable to express his/her thoughts when theres nobody else to tell?

How does it feels when things have changed?

I dont know, is it me that i've changed? Am i not doing my best? What can i do more, so i would get apprecaited. Treasured. Paid attention to. Loved. I wonder. I dont want anything to change! The thing i dont want to lose most is you.

I've waited for you to reply when i say i love you. Minutes pass by. I wonder, had done this to you before or is it things just changed. Am i neglecting you this much.

I dont know. I have no energy to continue typing here, it just feels . Maybe its wrong for me to even type it here.

This whole post is just for me to throw away all negative thoughts! It may not be true!

2010-06-15T22:53:00.007+08:00

I LOVE YOU BABY :D

-cute goddess

Missing love ones.

2010-05-20T21:46:00.006+08:00

It's been long since i blogged huh? I've been neglected my blog because offffff a few things. Firstly, I need spend time with baby mah. Secondly, i got lots of school work to do =_= Thirdly, Im lazy to blog =.= Fourly, it's the same as the third.

I dreamt of my ahma yesterday night. I dreamt of her alive. She's here, smiling talking normally. And then suddenly, in my dream, i realise she was already not in our world. Why is she still here? I got very sad very pain in my dream. I think i did cried in my dream ba. The next thing when i woke up, i feel dam down dam down. Like something's missing in my heart.

I guess i just missed her very much. Ah ma, ah gong is very lonely here. He loves you alot. Since the day you passed away, he's been alone sitting on the sofa most of the time. He did cried when he suddenly realise that you are not sitting beside him, after so long of a life time you being beside him. I can see he really miss you ah ma. As same goes for me. Love you.

When i type these i really am missing my friends and of course my baby. I just wanna tell you all how much i love you all.

And baby i really miss you when you are not with me! One day not seeing you like weird o.o You addicted to wedding dress or shi jie muo re but i addicted to you! LOL! Hehe! Love you baby! Hope can see you sooooooon!

Baby come my house:D

2010-05-09T20:02:00.002+08:00

I'm cute !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Xinpei is cuter than boyi LOL boyi is not cute at all :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Apparently, those were not typed by me. There's a monster biting me now AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH~~!

Anyone wanna see my gf?

TADA~ This is me and my gf ^^

I LOVE MY BABY XINPEI :D

UPDATE

2010-04-18T21:38:00.002+08:00

UPDATE LE! :D haha i love this song very much xD

After working is cui -.- worked as wall's ice cream promoter at kampong ubi shop & save. One word = tired!

Standing for 7 hours straight! (not including those standing on mrt) =.=

Oh ya, and the way back -.-

OKOK tommorrow start school le ^^ quite excited. Meeting dee and xz for breakfast tommorrow before going to school! ^^ hehe!

Tired tired tired tired!

GO AWAY

2010-04-12T23:21:00.004+08:00

GO AWAY, DONT COME BACK FOREVER PLEASE. GO AWAY GO AWAY GO AWAY
GO AWAY
GOAWAY GO AWAY

GO AWAY GO GOGOGOGOGOGO GOOOOOOO JUST FUCKING GET OUT . GO AWAY DAM IT. DONT EVER RETURN JUST GO AWAY. DONT EVER COME BACK.
JUST FUCKING DONT TALK TO ME.

SCREW UR LIFE . GO AWAY. GO FUCKING ENJOY UR LIFE LA FUCK OFF. GO AWAY.

DONT COME BACK
I HATE YOU.

I HATE YOU.

I HATE YOU. GO AWAY

DONT COME BACK LAAA GO AWAY . PLEASE I BEG YOU GO PLEASE;;;;;;;;;;;'

I WANT THIS TO END DONT EVER COME BACK JUST GO AWAY AND NEVER CARE ME. I DONT WANT TO THINK OF U AGAIN. PLEASE GO..................

Love ones, I miss you.

2010-04-12T00:00:00.002+08:00

Although you are gone so far already, but i still wanna say this. To people who read this, to people i know, to the whole world. I miss you.

Can the world be fairer to me ? I always thought that, if someone lose something, he/she would gain something back in return. But no..
When will i get that something in return? I still think of the .

All i can do now is to spent more time with my family. I shall not regret again. And again.

Will i get to see you again? Someday perphaps?

Can you spell the word "love"?

Can you read out the word "love"?

Can you say the word "love" to someone when you mean it?

Can you express "love"?

Have you ever taste this "love"?

Most importantly, Do you understand "love"?

Maybe it's too late to say it. I wanna scream to the world, that i love you. still

Rest In Peace Ah Ma

2010-04-02T22:39:00.002+08:00

I've got lots to tell you. I've got lots to say. I love you alot alot. But it's too late i guess. If i had known, i would have cab down earlier to see you.

This is life. You suffer alot. You left cause you dont want us to suffer seeing you in this state. If possible, I want to accompany you to the garden every morning. But, you are not with me anymore..

I love you Ah Ma. I will remember this date very clearly. I promise to be a good boy. I will take good care of Ah Gong. You are the best Ah Ma in the world. Still remembering your best fried rice in the world, that no one else's can beat. And i also remember the days when in primary school, you keep slapping my butt to wake me up for dinner, calling my name that irritates me. Then i will go "ORH ORH ORH!" but still slack on bed. I love you Ah Ma, i love you very much.

I regretted not visiting you much during my secondary school life, when you and Ah Gong are healthy. I regretted so much so much.. I will not forget that without you, i would not be here. Ah Ma you rocks. How i wish i could say i love you just before you go. My last conversation with you is asking you if you want to drink water.. I wanna say i love you.

Ah Ma, rest well. I will be a good boy and take care of Ah Gong and my family. You will be in my heart forever and eternity.
So much love, Bo Yi.

The Past.

2010-03-24T18:51:00.003+08:00

There's so much things in life that are wonderful. And of course those not so wonderful ones. This makes life too complicated. And yea, I could not forget the some part of my life. My past.

DUH! Then future meh. Hmm. What should i say. I still think im thinking too much. Imagine me pondering over something that is not going to happen, sometimes tearing over it. Okay, not imagine. It's true.

I dont know how to continue saying it. But, maybe it's still there. Maybe..I. Need. More. Time.

Im eating!!! BUH BYE (:

Why is this coming back? I cant seem to control it.

2010-03-13T11:14:00.003+08:00

Rules are mend to be broken. Promise too? I don't believe these 'phrases'.

Why do this keep coming back to me? I already told myself very clearly. I cant control it. I'm speechless about it. And I...

I don't know.

Maybe what Yihao says is true. Maybe I have to be strong myself.

YOYO

2010-03-08T11:08:00.002+08:00

Harlo la! Welcome to taiwan!

Er, yesterday was dota-ing with friends almost the whole afternoon! And evening. And night ;x Inhouse game worh, no play play. After that played with public. Erm, sorry haorong i pp cause i think will lose. CHEY, haven even start how know will lose? And i dont even pp =_=

Huiying, i update liao. Think you too bored to read so many blog lollollollol. Nah, here's a picture to make you laugh :D

----> (^o^)

Just kidding, this is no picture. No time find hey! Yihao spam me dota le, later or next post i find that time at my ouse de screen shot. LOL cya.

OMG

2010-03-07T11:42:00.003+08:00

OMG yesterday forgt to online enrolment for poly. Fzzzz. Just now morning went to walk the dogs with wenjie and krystal. HAHA krystal is a BIG girl now! Wenjie and me is still so "childish" compared to other poly students. This is from what i can tell from yesterday's medical checkup at Jurong East ._. Those "poly students" who turn up for the check ups there looks so, er.....adultish. LOL. -____-

Okay! Hopes nothing goes wrong! And and, jiayou Chelsea! Dont lose liao hor! Manu is chasing x.x Ass... ;x Go Arsenal go Gunners! heheh haha bye for now!

And, is huiying, PS type wrong hahehehohaha. :D

2010-03-04T09:49:00.002+08:00

Trapped

I'm still trapped within the beat of the night
A little comfort from the candlelight
Your picture's on the wall, so was mine
Brushstrokes faded...

Think I said before I'll meet all your needs
All that is to be before it was gone
Think we've might have been great, but I'm afraid
I think too late...

But I just can't believe whatever took me so long
I wanna set me free, never thought it's so hard
Girl won't you ever see, all I am is afraid...

It's someone else's heart beating beside you everyday
I said I'll play my part I pushed you far away instead
Can never say how much I missed you, still love you baby
Someone else is saying he loves you in everyway
What can I do my love for you is over anyway
I let you go but I'm still trapped
Deep within...

Hehe. Everything happens for a reason. So I've let you go and you should also play your part and forget everything :D

Anyways, I miss my friends!! D:

Doctor says..

2010-02-22T19:56:00.001+08:00

...I can go out le!

...i can do sports in two weeks time le!!

YEEPEE! Today went back to hospital to check up! Then took out the stiches. The first thread is OK. Then the second one can feel abit like PULLING. Then the third is like ^rTg78bynH!!!E !R. Wthomgbbq pain! =_=

Look forward for anybody to ask me out now ^^

100th post

2010-02-17T10:31:00.003+08:00

Thisis my 100th post. Same with the first ever post on my blog, i should be happy. Hahas. Is it normal to dream of something that would not esist anymore? Is it normal to smile again?

Even though i really love you, i gotta smile cause i deserves to~ :D

And oh ya, happy new year to those people i know out there hahaha.

smile :D

2010-01-26T00:06:00.001+08:00

听说你已经有了男朋友。

我已经哭倒没有泪流了。

我很累

很累。。

我还很想你

2010-01-25T08:23:00.003+08:00

春天要到了，你这么还没回来呢？
我不懂我在做什么。还好像你。
还记得我们的约定，我们的歌吗？

傻傻两个人
许过一个愿
当时星星眨着眼
看起来并不远

为你长翅飞
为你被风吹
请你千万要等我
带幸福来给你的那一天

春天散步夏天看海秋天数落叶
(我们)一直没有烦恼
一直没有争吵
让每天像糖一样甜

冬天飘雪我是棉被温暖你的夜
一直在你身边
一直爱到永远
你就负责靠着我的肩

贴着你的脸
拍一张照片
世界是很复杂的
要靠我近一点

但愿你每天
幸福又安全
两只恋人手牵手
谁也不用再跑给谁去追

不懂得为何在等什么，做什么。一直都在想着你。
我不怕跟别人说我对你做过的错，可是我怕的是把我心中对你的爱藏起来。
我懂我有带给你很多悲伤，也一直都让你哭，让你失望。
可是我还想说，我好想在你不高兴的时候弄你开心，弄你笑。
如果你又看到这个讯息，我也很想对你说，

对不起。

应该是我们还小吧。

Back from hospital

2010-01-23T21:24:00.007+08:00

Hey yo. Finally im back from hospital! Doctor asked me to return on thursday or wednesday i forgot and then not as what i expected, they asked me to stay there -.- Never in my life i stayed in hospital before. I was reluctant to stay there ! I've got pneumothorax, and a very rare case in a common case. If the trapped air inside my chest expands, i could faint anytime. I don't want to die.

CHEY! How can boyi die so young?! I still got long way to go. Anyway, in the hospital i met this person just beside my bed, he's a nice funny guy. Mr. Santhosham, was he's name. He shared he's indian chicken with me ! HAHA. And, i think he's the only patient that talks to me in the hospital other then the nurses and doctors. And ya, i've got lots of time doing nothing. One day is like one whole year.

And i thought of her. Memories. Just came in like that. I miss somebody badly.

And ya, there is alot of medical students which came in to exmaine me as this is a "rare" case in a common case. The medical students was accompanied by their senior doctor and the senior doctor was like, "May i bring in some of my students to exmaine you? If it would be okay?"
I am like, "sure sure!" And alot of times. These few days i think like got hor, 30 plus students exmaine me, doing the same thing. Until i can mimic them le -.- The students would draw the curtains and asked me to take off my shirt. Then ask if they could have a look and examine it la. Then, would touch here and ask me breathe, touch there ask me breathe. It was done so many times i could also tell the newer students what to do -.-

And and, when this group of medical students go le, not long after another group of students would come exmamine me. They would draw the curtain, ask me take off shirt same same. I was like, aiya why dont i just take off my shirt dont wear back le -.- lmao rofl.

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Pictures time!!!

Before everything, I was on this bed on the operation checking room for more than 4 hours -.-

Even the fruits have vege! -.-

Eat eat yum yum!

HAHA!

Was bored so parents brought newspaper and tibits! Calbee! My favourite. Our favourite hahas.

Compare this to previous post haha! Put on the uniform -.- Believe me its ugly.

Im breathing with this tube for the past few days.

The uniform! Sure dont let you see me with it!

My pillow...

Breathing on this lo.

Cool not? -.-

END~

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And ya, i tell you. Mr. Santhosham told me something that made me cant sleep one night. Cause he was a patient from SGH last year and know quite alot of doctors and nurses here, he's like a...hmmm....like a regular patient here la. Then he told me that last year around February, he was on the same bed as he was beside me. He said, every bed sure got people pass away on that very bed before. Got one time during he's stay last year, the next ward got people die. And the scary part is that, 5 people died on the same day :/ Omg. This scares me. I didnt talk. He just say, even the nurses also scared. He didnt bluff me as one the male nurses is with him last year and witness it too.

So, he very scared. He want to change his bed facing the nurses. So he ask to change to the same ward where the 5 people die la. Cause there directly infront of nurse mah. Then that night he went to sleep, and he felt something pressing on his chest. Until he cant really breathe. He knows what he's thinking on that time. He knows he's widely awake on that very moment. But, he cant move. Cause something invisible is pressing on him. Due to he's fat stomach he told me, he was able to struggle through and then, tell the nurse infront of him.

The following day, another patient die. Cause is unknown.

When i heard this, I was, omfg. Serious?! He also told me he witness how one old lady die on the bed infront of him too. She kicked the bed very hard, struggling. So he ask for help, but when doctor came, she was gone.. That following night i think alot .__.

And, also some years ago when he's over at the hospital, one patient went missing. So the nurses they all went searching for him. Even the other ward's nurses join in to help searching. Searched every where in the hospital and announce in the pa system. But still cant find him. The canteens, the toilets, the tv corner, the stairs all searched. It was night time mah, so asked for security help. Then security found this patient's body inside the toilet. The problem is, the nurses could not find him in the toilet. But only when the security guards went in the toilet, then they can find. Talking about this made me real scared. Mr. Santhosham told me all the nurses were very afraid too.

End of his stories. Haha, in the end to summarise on the stay in SGH, i think it was lonely. Still. I miss somebody real badly not because i wanted to, it was because i cant control it. Yea, should be this so far bah, if tomorrow could think more than shall blog about it too!

Crawl up to watch match

2010-01-21T04:38:00.005+08:00

WTH omg lo! I crawl up at 4 to catch up the match arenal vs bolton. Now half time so i blog . Wth, i switch on the channel and it's 0-1. 1 to bolton. Omg, scare me like ...Then denilson foul bolton at penalty area and -.- 0-2 as taylor from bolton scores penalty. I was like, what the... Nothing to say. And heng, near half time Fabregas with a nice play passing to Rosticky and he scores for arsenal for 1-2. When i watch the match im so ji dong ! From tired tired dead zoombie become like, putting mentors into a bottle of coke =.=

Match facts: I see arsenal with the ball MOST of the time (67%). First half is weak and off for arsenal.
-And bolton had all players back to defend . ALL. Why don't just call the whole of 11 players to squeeze together to block their goal post huh? Lol!

Ohkay ohkay, second half is coming up. Please win arsenal!

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Second half over
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Lol, guess what? Arsenal won 4-2 omg. But the equaliser is not very good for me. Gallas had a bad bad bad foul on bolton and referee didnt see it. And then Fabregas scores from the right side, between the keepers legs. So to me, Arsenal only won 3-2. Haha, it's still a win for arsenal! The whole match is so exciting! HAHA! Now, back to my sleep!

2010-01-19T22:20:00.006+08:00

Life is so cruel. Just like that.

Today went for check ups. Really shocked. Im going to die soon. thats why i said lif is so cruel..Just joking. But really going to die from boredom cause i cant do sports for a very long time! Omgwtfbbqnby.

Btw bored and took pictures at the hospital bed.

Trust me,super bored one ohkay?!

My bed

Frabregas! My idol. Ahh!

So bored then take pictures on the hospital bed.

haha see my feet!

This is the only openings i can see outside from inside D:

Imagine having a needle or plasic whatever inserted in your hands for like 6 hours and lying down on the bed waiting for time to pass. It's like omg. Lollol.

And btw, i got my blood samples taken out. 6 tubes i think. SIX aCONTAINER TUBES OF MY BLOOD OMG!

Two is better than one

2010-01-17T01:03:00.005+08:00

I remember what you wore on our first day
You came into my life
And i thought hey
You know this could be something
'cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now i'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true, that i can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the best in my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And i'm thinking two, is better than one

I remember every look upon your face,
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'cause when i close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
And finally now, believing

And maybe it's true, that i can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the best in my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And i'm thinking two, is better than one

I remember what you wore on our first day
You came into my life
And i thought hey

Maybe it's true, that i can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time, to figure out the best in my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And i'm thinking

Oooh i can't live without you
'cause baby two is better than one
There's so much time, to figure out the best in my life
And i've figured out with all that's said and done
Two, is better than one

Two is better than one.

No it cant be

2010-01-16T23:18:00.003+08:00

I don't want to lose another person most dear to me in my life again. No it can't be happening. I don't wanna lose you. I know i did not visit you the way i used to anymore. But i will. Give the time and the chance. I will change myself. Give us more time to spent together can? I beg you don't leave me. I love you.

.

2010-01-15T23:49:00.001+08:00

I didn't meant to show what i felt inside. Seriously i just can't control.

hais

2010-01-15T23:03:00.004+08:00

I don't know wad i'm thinking. Everyday goes by, your existence still haunts me everywhere, everytime. I still thought that you're there by my side. When i eat, i think of happy moments we used to spent together. Sad ones too. I can't forget her.

If life is like a chess match, then i could say that i did not regret moving the first step. It's just in the middle of the match that i moved wrong. Which could not be reversed. Every steps every turn you make must be really careful. Once a mistake, it could cause your King to die - you lose. Like always, i keep losing.

My uncle told me this little story once, and i told her before when she's real upset with her family once too. Holding a family/relationship/friendship( not so )is like scooping a pile of sand in ur hand. The tighter you hold, the more the sand would fall off from your hand. Your hand is just a guidance, not a control. Once you made yourself be controlled or control somebody else, the more the person would run away. And also, your hands have limited spaces to hold an amount of sand. Do not be too greedy, or the more it would fall.

For the few mistakes i've made is that i move the wrong step in the chess game and wanted it to be reversed, and holding the sand in my hand tightly.

I wanted to forget. But it just can't. People told me, aiya going pre-u or poly you will find a better person de la. I thought i could not do it. I've already give myself to that someone. i put into it alot alot. But now i guess i can't take it back. I guess it's so hard to take it back. Yea..so hard..

I need a break for myself, I've gotta pull it through manzxzxzxzxzxzzz. Boyi should not cry boyi should not cry boyi should not cry boyi shouldnot cry boyi shouldnot cry boyi should not cry boyi should not cry boyi should not cry boyi should not cry boyi should not cry boyi should not cry bpyi should not cry boyi shout ot cry boyi should not cry boti should not cry boyi should not cry. argh. why am i fucking doing this to myself?

Poly Open House!

2010-01-09T10:16:00.012+08:00

Wee wee~ wednesday went to open house with clique and poof! One day
gone! (: HAHA! Met with some people first then at night for dinner! It was fun, better then rotting at home! HA! Let the picture speak for that day, shall we? ^^

Got lots to say about this guy. In summarise, lame!

Took this candid shot!

See his arms! MUSCLE!

REMEMBER this photo! Gonna talk about it later! ^^

Candid candid candid!

Look at Krystal! Doesnt she look like, Lele?! ^_^

Cassandra and Le Le!...'s owner!

Weini and ...

Why is huiying always ready to take picture de! HAHAHA

Huiying and cassandra

POCKY! HA! memories..

At first we went to Singapore Poly. But didnt take much pictures there. Then to ngee ann! Then to imm where we all meet! People just after work jiu come find us le! Dinner!

This picture is funny! Really funny LOL!

This guy is so, pink LOL

PINK muscles!

PINK body!

PINK shirt!

Then, home! HAHA. Oh about this picture...

HAHA at ngee ann poly open house, when we were walking around then came to this 'games' corner where krystal pass a donut to her cousin! Then, this poly guy come physco us to join the game! Three people to form one team and then to do alot of activities to accumulate points! The top teams would get a chance to win ipod! Lollollollol! Then actually the top three is 39 points. Then we've got 38 points at out last station. Then they give us a chance to get bonus points if we complete another mission! And, poof! Team 快快乐乐 came in third! Omg the hardest is dragon boat! HAHA overall is all fun fun fun fun! (:

HA bored

2010-01-06T13:10:00.008+08:00

Holiday so sian!!!!!!!!!!!! Wah cant stand it manzxzxzxz. Yesterday was fun outing with class clique ! HAHA here is the pictures for ytd! Let pic talk! xD

Look at wenjie's cute face! xD

Me and krystal looking at camera pictures!

Look! Kehui so enjoying herself! Lollollollol! And huiying twist!

My turn! Serious mood! (o.o)

Ps ah! shaky camera! Dont know who take de!

Kehui goes, "AH IM GONNA WIN THIS GAME!"

Hey dont take picture of my face! (if u notice u would know kehui sunburned her face! ;x)

OMGOMG weiting face o_o

Holy lights -.-

Shannice and Geraldine

Kehui, Shannice, Huiying, Weiting and Gavin!

Everybody enjoying themselves!

Haha! Cant believe people like us would play board games for like, 4 hours -.- Amazing. But, of course, ALOT OF FUN! HAHA! But not everybody was here. The next time will comfirm call all of you guys out soon de! ;D

Let nature take its course

2009-12-21T23:23:00.004+08:00

Have you love someone so badly that it makes u cry?
Have you wish so much to turn back time to redo all the wrong things you've done?
Have you ever wish to stop the time when with the person you adore the most?

Well, i have [: But guess let's just let nature take its course ba. I cant explain to myself too, that why i have fallen for this girl since dont know from start of 2008. Till now. So much memories, those of good ones and of course bad ones. Although sometimes things dont happen to the way i want it to be, i still know at least it happened before. Think again, if someone really likes somebody, he or she would want the person to be happy. That's why i'm learning to let go. Just it isnt that fast la hahah. For me, of course i very much wish to rewind everything so they can be in place. Ai yao nai xin xun zhao, gan jue hen zhong yao. I will still wait.

Love is to give in and dont expect anything in return, love is patient, endurance, beautiful, it's just wonderful. Love is also a part to learn pain, jealous, and its always blind accompanied by madness. I know i love her, so i must learn to let go.

Today i went walking around to the places we've been together. I walk down to pioneer mrt station, remembering that time we helped a pantless old man home and we also took pictures there together. Then down to the playground when she first climb on top of the monkey bar and jump down! Then to the staircase where we spend the evening as it was raining. It was our first official outing on that day. Haha then to the play ground where we exchanged valentine's gift, till the first time she allows me to hold her hands ^_^ Too much memories. Of course it made me teared. At least it happened [:

Haha cant imagine walking back from jp back home ba. HAHA we did walk together from near school there to jp before. So long and fun. To think i walked back alone today..hahas i miss her. So much things i've done wrong. When im with her, i should treasure her well. But i didnt. When im with her, i should give in more. But i didnt.

When i miss you, ill make every second counts

cause i miss you~

I'm really am confused sometimes on what to do. Get so stressed up and so emotional. Maybe this is me ba, I'm very emotional, sensitive and cant let go that easily de person. I find it hard to let go, but everytime i just told myself, it's for her it's for her, she will be happy this way she will be happy this way, it gives me the "strength" to do it. Cool down alot. It hurts. It really hurts. Hurts..Pain and all. It hurts. Words cant explain this feeling.. I've done it before, yea i have. I still like her so deeply.

Another sleepless night yea, still staring up the ceiling. All these stupid fightings it makes me go crazy why it had happen. All she needs is care and concern. All i have to do is to freaking be more understanding.

Okay i went stressed up and just now. Took a break. I wish someday we could count the stars together, talk craps and lame things till we"re both tired and don't feel like talking anymore, to concern and care for her, be there when she needs me, to never fail to cheer her up, all those hugs and words to show that i really love her for who she is, all these for once more. It's okay boyi, at least it happened before [: i mean it.

P.S: I still love you.

5 days le

2009-12-10T20:19:00.002+08:00

I still believe we have fate . Im going to work hard. I will.

-update on blog(s) le.

..

2009-12-05T23:59:00.004+08:00

I really regretted..after so long le..

I miss her. This is a veh different bond towards her. I cant feel from others, only her. Tat's why it hurts so much.

Think i've said before i'll meet all your needs..

Girl, all i am is afraid..

I still like you alot. If ur're happier this way, i'll do my part.

i'll push you far away instead..

After all it's my fault. I was too selfish, too self centred. I regretted. It's my fault. I wun expect u to forgive me. Bt, i still lyk u. I cant control tis bond. I cant erase tis feeling. Sorry..

Poooootz

2009-10-04T12:23:00.003+08:00

Poooootz. I cant upload pics from my sis de fone! What is wrong?! LOL unknown device ._. Siiiaaan. Erm, btw pics is from last week sunday family outing! HAHA!

Gotta study later~ ;D

Yesterday was so happy~!~ ("\(^o^)/")
HAHA! next month jiu going 1/10 x 1/2 decades le. 1/20 decade xD 1/10 of half a decade. Erm, 1/4 of 1/5 a decades? xD 1/4 of two years ^o^ 1/2 a year luh! GAHAHA! 6months. woot.

Hmmm...pig RF sleepin now. Such a lazy bum, so piggy :D now tired, later going out. Have fun pig RF xD

BORED pootz. Now searching for prove of E=mc² LOL. Does time machine really work? I mean, how can time go back? Was dicussing about this topic on physics lesson with jiawei. He says IF TRAVEL FASTER THEN THE SPEED OF LIGHT CAN GO BACK TIME. Fyi speed of light = 3x10^8. He says take time to reference to speed of light o.o But this is what i thinking luh. Even if u travel faster then light, the time would just continue running mah. Just that u cant see things, cant see colours cause the light particles are slower then you. Then could not catch anything moving. You're just very very fast only what o.o But how to go back time? o.o E=mc², so mass times the square velocity of light will give you energy.

I just found out some info about the light reference to time. But all having all said, i think that we could only see the past from the light particle, but we could not travel back in time. Imagine this, If we were to travel 1000 times faster than light, we can surpass the light particles into very deep space, very very far away from earth, where the light particles is still moving. So, then, we catch up and travel faster than few 100 years ago de light particles and using a special device (if have) to catch the light particles into moving action. Then, stop ourselves in the space and we could see what happen in the pass at normal time. But then, we can see what happen that particular time but could not return back. Understand? O.o?

Ohkay i know alot don't understand what i talking LOL. Do you know that the stars we see at night maybe is some supernova happened few billion years ago? Just that the light particles just reach earth at few billion years later. Ahha! now you understand le, dont you? ;D So, as i was saying, we could see the supernova that happened few billion years ago, but could not return back in time to do something to it. Understand?! HAHA, so, i still make my own stand. Time machine does not and will not exsist.

LOL off topic le xD HAHA. I wonder, if time machine really exsist, then people from the future was already here lo. Then long long time ago would have time machine and will have every information from the future le. HAHA so its impossible. Mayb cause it's imposible to reach to the speed of light bah O:

SO, treasure your time with your love ones and don't regret not doing something for him/her/them. Make use of every single seconds to love them right ;D as time don't wait for us, we cant take it for granted!

LOL having said time, i shall go study le!!@!@ OMG im wasting time!! ARH~!~ 1 hour post now 1.18 le!! T.T

RF wake up le ^o^

hahahaa

2009-09-27T22:01:00.004+08:00

Lol long since i blog? O.o? Haha.

Duno wad to feel. Everytime see things i should not have seen. Lol. I thought i found myself a home, but dont even know how this all could have go on. I hate lies. I dont wanna hear them at the end. I will just pretend it was just another dream. Yea, another dream. When i wake up, things would be in the way i wanted it to be. Yea, get it right boyi :D

Idk what to do leh lol. Im weak i noe. But no nid so sacarstic can anot. Dun lyk me play bball just say luh. No nid hide everything from me den say ps nvr jio. Lol, i noe i nt as strong. But i will prove myself den. Someday i'll overtake u. Lol. Im losin frens one by one lol. One by one. One by one. It just goes on. I feel lost. Juz fall mayb?

Alright im typin crap. Idk wad i doin anyway. Idk wad i tinkin oso. So, im gonna be lost myself oso for these few days. Mayb, mayb, This dream of mine would end wif happy endings, or i dont even want to wake up to face reality. Lol.

Untitled

2009-09-22T21:20:00.002+08:00

I don't want to watch things go away one by one. Not them, not you too... When gain something, we would be sure to lose something else. I don't want to gain anything just to lose you..

I may even want to lose something from myself, just for you. Even though i gotta hurt alone.

Bored

2009-09-08T23:23:00.005+08:00

Pootz. Next post not at the next month ==

I'm just bored that's why come here type crap. Sian ah, prelims coming le OH MY TIAN~! tomorrow i'll be mugging so hard already. I hope so :/ . I'm so bored till i go download back maple and play. Trust me, it kills boredome. But in a short time, it makes me bored again. Leveled once. Died 3 times thanks to some good player inside == Switch on msn, no one talk to me. Oh ya just now chiayuan talk to me LOL dam funny!

He ask me if i got study, then i say tomorrow will study. Then blah blah...then he going bath cause just back from training. Then ask me for any last words, etc "i love you" == so gay. But i laugh so hard infront of computer lah! Lmao. Then i say got, but not "i love you", I told him don't drown! lol... Then then, he say bye, and i replied back the same thing. He ask me to say "R.I.P". LOL. I typed out. Guess what he reply? He say 'R.I.P' stands for 'remember i'm pervert'! LOLLOLLOL! Okay lame! I'm so bored i laughed at something like this lol!

Parents came back home from malaysia today. Then we went out to eat dinner together. Thanks to my popo for taking care of us these few days when our parents's not at home. I eat quite alot again == Two bowls of rice plus some from my little sister, BBQ chicken, chicken rice stall vege, BBQ sotong, bean curb, egg, soup. Then drank up a cup of sugar cane which makes me bloated finally! Ah ha! But why am i still skinny? I keep eating like this loh..

Boo wordy post again. Wanted to type more cause of boredom, but i think those looking at this blog now (probably no one ==") would be sleeping already. Nevermind, ending soon...

Boo i miss RF. Boo boo boo. Bought out baby eeyore, beh hor. Wish could cheer you up and accompany you when i'm not around. Yawn!

I'm sorry i'm bad
I'm sorry i;m blue
I'm sorry about all the things i'd said to you
And i know, i can't take it back~~

Alright alright I'm stopping! Kay, bye peeps~ (=.=)"

PEEP PO PEEP PO! PO PEE PO PEE!~ LALALA~ -poots- LOL i think i'm very lame right now! Lmao. Let's see...tomorrow, study study study! Jiayou boyi wooo~~ woot~!

OHKAY BYE LOLLOLLOLLOL!!! -trying to force myself into pressing the publish button- anyway still can edit de mah...lmao OKOK bye~ xD

No title

2009-09-07T11:00:00.003+08:00

Haheh hehoheho haheh! Lalalalaa~ boo boo boo chut chut!~ blah bleh boom! Hais. Im nt happy bt i wan to. Boyi, u've tried ur best alrd, cheers!

Friday im sick tat's y nvr attend schl. Prelims Eng paper 2 and e math paper 1. OMG liao. Bt my throat really hurts too much for me to go to schl. Imagine i keep drinking water continuosly while writing paper for TWO hours. Nvr go toilet means i imba god liao. Tat's y nvr go schl. Headache, cold, throat pain lyk, wad the bleh!!! Today is better liao, spent my friday, saturday, sunday n now rotting at home.

Im so weak, i always lose to u. I guess this is the way it's meant to be ba (: Haha. I suddenly addicted to the song "sorry" so much. It gives me alot of emotions. Alot alot! Every word has it's meaning.

And when i see you cry, it makes me want to die

Haha ltr goin to schl to hve SS remedial. Second time steppin out of my apartment from last thursday nite. Mornin smt happen. Bt till now i still dun understand..hais. Seems lyk....idk idk idk! Idk wad to tink! Idk wad to do now. Im so lost. Someone help me? Can anybody understand me now? ..

-slap self- lmao. -bangs wall- lol. -bangs floor- rolf.

Ok im bored. Im dwn. I wadever~ xD ahahahhahahahfsdlfhk;aueh~! wishyboom boom! Boomba!@!@!##$% Bish ba boom!#!@#!@#@$

Things isn't goin my way. Life become so low so sad so....tired.. Just fall ba.

I goin bath le, bye~ tink nxt post wld be nxt month agn .__. Dead blog. Goin schl soon bye~

hais......

cold?^%#v uoi217t3b

2009-08-05T00:16:00.001+08:00

I hate to wake up from my dream of you. When i wake up i wont want to return back to sleep , because i keep thinking of you.

No title

2009-07-18T10:26:00.004+08:00

Argh~ msn cant work~ . Ass man, i sent my memory stick to jiawei and hope he could compress/retract my movies inside my psp lol . Today supposed to go out wif RF bt she's sick . Muz take care ok?

HAHA the pass few days in schl is checking paper days. Guess wad? I FAILED all except for E math! AHHHHHHHHHHHH somebody help me~ ==
Im supposed to go crazy wth! Geo i got b4, bt ss pull me way dwn to fail! OMGOMGOMG, alrd felt stressed liao. Olvl leh! Boy wake up wake up! == -kick my own ass-

Hais, i wan play american football badly~ I wan my body to fatten up ): sian. People who are close to me knows that i eat alot . People who isn't that close to me kept telling me to eat MORE~! I eat almost 3 servings at home and outside . I eat MORE THEN THREE meals everyday! Ok not everyday but like 5 out of 7 days a week! Why cant i just get fatten up??! Pootz . High motaboliscism rate (think is spelled correctly ) isn't that good for everyone bah? Girls may like it, some people may want it, but i don't. HAHA I WANT TO GET FAT~! ):

Trust me , american football is awesome~ hope there's this sport in singapore ))):

Yesterday reached home early as RF nt feeling well, so i decided to ride bike around jurong estate. First i rode to basketball court - our home court . Saw Chan Min and Weng Keen shooting about so i join them . DON'T KNOW WHO HOR, ASK HIM GOT PLAY BASKETBALL HOR, END UP GETTING SCOLDED! Pttf. Lol did not mention who . HAHA so, ..as i was saying, we throw the basketball about when bernard came...blah blah blah, all going home le. Still early! So rode bike accompany cm home and then rode to jurong point there. Rode around RF's house below and then go art park . Watch adults playing basketball. Then, went to jiawei's house and hope to compress files . Guess today getting back my memory stick le ba.

I don't know today if i got go out O:

And did you all realise that i write proper english from the third paragragh? I want to improve my english ): E8! I want get at least B4 . Seems hard ): Jiayou me, jiayou you, jiayou everyone.

Done

2009-07-14T07:37:00.007+08:00

The 7 thing i like abt u!~~~ The 7 things i like abt u~~ Ur hair ur eyes ur old Levi's , when we kiss i'm hypnotized!~ U make me laugh, u make me cry, but i guess tat's both i have to buy~!~

Ur hands in mine when we're intertwined, everything's alright! I wanna be with the one i know~~ And the 7th things i like the most tat u do~~ hooohoo~

You made me love you~

HAH! thre's alot of things happened lately. Thre's oso alot of things happened bfore, the past heh! When im wif you, im really happy ;D ok pls dun be tongue tied pls dun be -pray- lol relax urself man! ==" a lame blogger tokin to himself in his own post .

Thre's of coz nt only 7 things i like abt u. Really , i tink it's quite alot HAHA bt i wish to hve mre. I alrd feel touched bfore we even begin. I still rmb tat u are veh upset abt life. Den u bought tis rubber ball from the gacha . U told me . And den u played and lost it. U told me too. I tot is was juz any other normal balls (k sounds veh wrong) , rubber ball, bt den u said u wrote my name on it (although u spelled wrong HAHA) . I asked u y u cried for a missin ball, can always buy de mah. U text me tat actually wan give me de . It was lyk, awww, the ball u wanna give me means so much tat u could cry for it. HAHA i tink tat's swt of u :3

In the end, I got a pink rubber bouncy ball which is still wif me. The rubber ball holds so much memories...

The another thingi rmb bfore we get tgt is tat, during the first common test u texted to me while im doin my paper. It goes ..

Ur text " ): "

My test " Y the sad face? o.o "

Ur text " I miss you "

Tat time i was so omg haha. Mayb everytime when u said tat u miss me im alrd veh touched haha!

During valentine's day, u gave me my present haha! I still keep it wif me bt the heart shape got alots of cracks ): mayb coz of the expand and contract in air-con room ba . Tat heart shape thingy is the diao hp de haha! Bt i din even diao at my hp coz my hp noooob~ cant put all these kinds of things ):

I still rmb the day when u go out wif mabel and xinyi . Den tat day oso we first time met outside ^^ den we followed ......HAHA u noe i noe xD tat day i tried to hold ur hands man . oh man i failed .__. lol . Ben dan leh me haha! Den on vanlentine's tat day u finally held my hands ^o^

We were sittin dwn on the play ground when it's time for u to go home le. Den u got up first den tried to pull me up. U stretch out ur hands to me , hold and nvr let go till u reached home xD I tot u only pull me up tat's all lo hah! First time i failed i dun dare try agn mah, den u actually held my hands! WAAAAAH~ so ^o^

When we're tgt, i noe u've done alot for me me me me~ ^^ haha, the first time u took away my first kiss xD in the cinema! HAHA! Idk if can i post it up . It's so awww...HAHA! i din tot tat could happen ahha! Hah, thank u for trustin me so much. Thank you for ur love . We've been tru so much hah!

I oso am veh happy everytime u said jiayou to me bfore any of my running races or even schl examinations ^^ It juz lyk give me power to work even harder. HAHA. I lyk it when u said u miss me , tat's when i noe u really tink of me . I lyk it when we go out and tok to each other abt every little things , tat shows tat we can communicate . I lyk it when we are tgt and lookin under the same blue sky , tat's when i learn how memories are precious. I lyk it when we're both crazy, so we could play our hearts out. I lyk abt ur honesty , u told me everything , im so happy . I lyk it when u try to tok less to other guys, coz u noe i wld be quite jealous . I lyk the every morning's msg , it wld brighten up the beginning of my day . I lyk it when u try to cheer me up when i quarrel wif my frens or families . I lyk it when we both quarrel , tat's when i learn to grow up and oso, treasure time wif u . I lyk it when u hug me and say you love me , idk how to xplain, it means alot to me. I lyk everything u've done for me .

I juz wanna let u noe, everything im holding now, is everything i cant let go . I miss you .

Tis year~! Haha ur're so swt. Recently , last saturday u da bao food to my home when im nt feelin well ^^ u juz dabao to my hse here i feel well back le xD haha tat's so swt of u . And tis year u left some of ur bdae cakes for me ^^ thank you . U've ren shou so much behind my back and nvr tell me tat ur're sad, im so touched. You bought water bottle for me when u noe i nvr consume enuf water in schl . I told u i go home study and cant pei u for prelims, bt i brought frens back to play and u forgive me. We've gone tru quite alot till now and u trust me , im so happy . Ahah! You do swt things lyk, u fold hearts for me. Last year and tis year too! Haha. Tis year's one was unforgetable haha! U said u fold 520 hearts for me meanin wo ai ni ( i love you ; 5 2 0) bt i go count only can count dao 519. Hah,u wrote in a note inside the bag, sayin tat the last heart is urs. HAH awwww... I promised to take good care of each of every single hearts!

I oso love your swt msg-es ^^ haha . Look back at the msg-es ba, i wun go back on my words de xD And, RF , the thing tat makes me most happy, is tat u are happy :]

Chun tian shan bu, xia tian kan hai, chui tian shu luo ye ~ Yi zhi mei you fan nao, yi zhi mei you zhen chao , rang , mei tian xiang tang yi yang tian~

Dong tian piao xue wo shi mian bei wen nuan ni de yan~ Yi zhi zai ni sheng bian, yi zhi ai dao yong yuan , ni jiu fu zhe kao zhe wo de jian~~

HAHA MLD

Marking day!

2009-07-13T07:39:00.004+08:00

Haha! Today and tomorrow no schls for those sec 4s and 5s who took prelims 1! HAHA! Now so early yawn. Bt actually i nt tired leh ! LOL ! I tink juz now see dao RF den the tiredness inside me all disappear alrd! haha.

RF i miss you ;F

Haha these few days i think got alot of things tat happen lo. Tink is the dwn part of our lifes. The time when alot of quarreling occures O: lmao, my father brought back a new ear piece for me! I can listen to songs agn! ok random =.=

Come back! Today morning woke up at abt 6.15 lyk tat. Tot today wld be back normal agn and do things we normally wld do luh. Bt i can tell thre's smt indifferent loh. Mayb im wrong? haha idk? Bt things after tat went on well ba. Walk to schl~~~~~ den the sad part comes! hur hur~ ( ~3~) *emo emo* gotta leave so soon le.

Haha, things may nt be in the way we wan bt i hope, i really hope it wld be back agn HAHA! My blog is R.I.P!!! Someone save it~~ == lame lame.

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And oh ya! Ytd in the afternoon went to gym. At pioneer thre de mrt station thre de stadium beside the the building de 3 rd floor and den turn right and den walk straight a few ten metres and then~~~ , -takes a breathe- thre de gym =.= Im bored pootz.

Thre de ppl so imba strong and fat and wadever lo. Go thre tio owned == BUT at least i got train lo~ F3 wadever lol. B4 tat met wif jacky jiawei and bernard den go thre tgt. Who say im always late den ownself come later den me arh??? ==

Haha, ytd morning RF got tuition mah, so i dun chance to tell her tat i actually wan spend time wif her de lol . Bt den here come jiawei's msg : Bring towel and shoe meet 12.30 at outside s11 de bustop. So yeah, after RF's tuition den i tell her. Anw, i really hope things wld be fine agn hahas.

Wooaooh~~ wooaooh~ today was the worst day of my life~~lalala~~

Actully is ytd de today . Lol get it ? lmao. Juz randomly listening to music den sing out. Hope the glass window wun brk haha!

Okay, back to be emo . Y is RF always forget to answer question dee lol haha ;x i feel....i feel.....veh low agn ): hahas, idk wad happen luh. Lyk thres alot of things untold . Bt i'll try de! :D -cheers myself up by slappin myself- =="

Okay luh, i oso duno wad to blog abt. Haha, so mayb i stop here? Im juz bored~~~~ hais.....

Memories ; Wonderful , coulourful , iloveyou

2009-07-12T10:35:00.005+08:00

HAHAHA! Looked at my past post juz now and it took me 1 hour plus (as my total post only goy 77 excluding tis) Coz i long time nvr blog le mah. See tru the past post makes me wanna post and blog and post and blog . Past memories were so fine lol yawn pootz.

I looked back at the post makes me think of different days back den. Some laughing lyk siao some .___. emo boy . HAH! I oso duno y i hah == Must treasure everything ard u u noe. The past cant be brought back , so dun waste ur good times now. Have fun enjoy it. Im tat kind that rather regret doin smt den regret nt doing smt. Yawns, y i forgot wad i wan blog le yawns. Suan le , haha , fan zhen no ppl will come see tis R.I.P blog lol .

So zi high lo. Jiawei says tat im lyk the last yr tat me crazy crazy liao. He says im stressed. lol. Dun understand . HAHA and jiawei's fone finally change plan to unlimited sms, so he dun nid use his mom's fone msg me le! Gaha! And yawns i miss runnin wif my team mates O: randomzxzcz haha!

I hope everything wld be fine agn . I wan things to be back normal. I dunwan to feel stress lol . How? If you tell me tat u r happy lo, den i will nt be stress le ;)

AIYO! y now i try to be back happy from emo , den my sis come back from piano lesson and strts playing emo songs!!! LOL -covers ears- looking back at my past post is fun lol . will laugh and cry de haha. I seemed to forget how we go tru so much le and will tend to nt zhen xi. It's alot lo . So much , so much. I still rmb the times when u hit me alot alot of times den ppl say im so jialat coz tio bully by zi ji de gal . Den one day u suddenly stop hitting me. I feel so weird . Seriously, i rather u hit me everyday den nt to hit me. Tis means tat we will be tgt everyday so tat i will enjoy moments wif u la, includin u hitting me :)

Den tat's a time when emo monster strikes. Walau leh! Okay la, i oso tat kind tat love to be emo oso ;x haha! That time was really hurting lo . Siao de monster de come. Scare my frens dao~ Haha being happy de crazy is nice. But emo de crazy is nt. HAGAGAHAHA!~ y am i saying all these lol! bleh~

These few days got weird dreams agn . At nite will suddenly wake up de. Then tink of these and that makes me veh stress coz i wan to noe tis tis tat tat. lol == morning wake up actually hai quite tired de. I dream of these....i juz woke up from a dream, den i wake up go brushteeth. I check my fone if ur mornin msg , den i saw, "sry dar ytd i was nt lyk myslef sry i feel indifferent den inside got alot of animations." I wan to say sry its nt ur fault is mine . Tat time the feelin so relax. No stress le. Den i really woke up! I suddenly realise its all dream. I den quickly check my fone. Nth . No msges . Haha den i keep tinking of weird thing lo. Den cant slp le, no mood den wake up.

The dream inside de dream hor, make me got tis feelin tat im goin lost smt :/ idk wad ._.

HAHAH! so long nvr post den now spam so much lol. Super sian . I noe exactly how u feel , if u tink tat im tat kind of person den all these while u dun noe me? ;x i hope i dun say smt wrong agn , stupid me .__.

HAha, jy all jy me jy u jy us . a b c d e f g h iu j k l m n o p q r s t v w x y z.

2009-06-16T20:11:00.003+08:00

QUIT POKING ME

Hi I am gay cause I just slept with 3 eeyores on the sofa -winks ;) - Anyone wana join me ? :D One hour sleep with me $5 only . I love to bite you when you sleep , so beware ! I prefer 3 or 4 people at a time because 1 is not entertaining ;x I love to protect toys with moehog head because I have a mallet haircut which looks like I do experiment and BOOMBA ! GG . K I must take time to go and touch my hair which is what I am doing now . Touchy touchy ;x

update

2009-06-16T15:40:00.002+08:00

Is dead hello. Im happy! hahahaahahaha. Update blog later IF got feel.

Never go school today

2009-04-23T09:33:00.004+08:00

Arh...since long when i juz blogged. I never go schl today! Cause tio food poisoning. Maybe bcoz of last time when in chemistry mob SPA, i stained chemicals at on index finger. Also the right hand one which i use to eat wif. Then.., i ate snacks ytd wif it den realise some patch gone. Decided that it would help clear the stain away, and therefore spit saliva on it and try.

It doesn't work =.= then the night i keep going to toilet. Go in go out. Lyk fun. Idk go toilet how many times the night lo... Morning wake up go agn. (at least slpt for few hours) Head pain. So requested nt to go to schl. Yea i did vomit, but is from the backside.

Didnt eat brkfast till now. Scared ltr vomit agn. I tink i dun nid to elaborate on the product of my vomit ba...ewwk. Parents juz came back while i typing...phew, they nvr scold me and force me back to schoolong agn...haha!

Okay, i blogged le...haven dead haven dead! To those who r in need! "U can do it! Jiayou!"

loves ♪

bored

2009-03-23T20:06:00.003+08:00

Bored guy trying to blog about his bored life at home in his dead blog. Blogging isnt going to help this boring bored guy to ease any little boredom.. What's bored guy going to do? Blog about how bored is this boring blog. What's after blogging about bored things in his bored blog?

Now comes the sian guy after being just borederly bored boredom. So sian guy going to finish off this sian blog as it is very the sian. Sian guy going to survive this sian night till there is something not sian to do. Then, sian guy has to eat dinner now...hais, sian.

Helppp sian. bored. sian-ed. bored-ed.

After schl at jp

2009-03-16T22:14:00.006+08:00

Today super fun hah! After schl went home change den wenjie sad wait outside my hse for me to eat... Den go to kaikiat hse a while. Play playstation den joey came. Brian came. Den go jp meet danial , weijin and teohan! Actually the plan was to watch dragonball z one. Bt in the end alot of us wanna save money thus only 3 ppl go watch. That was the three we met ltr on - daniel, weijiin and teohan ==

Before tat we went kfc to hve dinner. On tat particular time alot of us still tinking wheather to go anot. Then ltr say reception dun wan waste money... =.=
Den the three go for it and the rest went walking ard jp. Joey bought gifts for his gf den blah blah blah , the three finished watching. They met us at the it shop then give us pop corns to eat. Eat eat eat then they say was picked up de =.="" Still cont to eat =.=""""""""
Now go toilet liao...

We go home soon after playing the xbox at the shop...

Sit beside bangalas ...

Copy their sitting style and a group.

Siao lian leh, i find ourselves sbgl .___.

It was fun haha! Miss ♪ liao! help ♪ find online hw!

Shopping Yesterday!

2009-03-08T15:11:00.004+08:00

hahah! Ytd go out after montorship wif ♪, jiawei er and desmond er...buy my put on and des's pants. Spent alot of time searching that luo zixiang's branch shop in far east == Sad-ed ♪ nids to go so soon...nxt time ba! ;D

Mrt-ed from Bugis to Orchard then walked around tat area den mrt-ed back to CityHall. The Old fareast shopping cantre really needs attention. It wld soon demolish..Jiawei nvr buy things so he bu shuang...so pei him go penisula buy his pants... Actually hor, he veh tiao one...choose so long for tat one pants. Lyk gay leh...he veh ai mei. Style hair takes so long. A vain guy haha!

Below are pictures!

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Spot jiawei!

Compare and contrast!

Below are pics of jiawei and me playing "what we can find in my sisters" closet..

WARNING

Warning: Pregnant womens and weaker heart people may not want to watch this. Contents include some nudity and viewers may feel disguisting. Viewers may want to prepare plastic bags before hand.

-If discomfort occurs, switch off the monitor , or shut down the computer immediately or just plug pull.
-If discomfort persist , consult you doctor. IMMEDIATELLY!

*pics del~!*
me wif hot pants =D

*pics del~!*
its kinda er xin =="

*pics del~!*
Side view...lamo

pics del~!*

Okay, im actually being forced....looking back at those pics so er.... =="

Jiawei's sexiest post!

Jiawei's acting cute..

The black hot pants!

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jiawei wif my sis's scarf..

He so engross wif com tat he dun care how i make him..

*pics taken by 2 men tat is too bored and trying to do stunts..
**all right reserved

The Past

2009-03-06T22:23:00.002+08:00

Hah, looking ard...come to tis fixed page. Duno y stare for a veh long time. Hope everyone had a better life. I feel contented. You choose the way, i'll let go supporting always. Once an idiot, always an idiot.

THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES
I'm gonna make you bend and break
(It sent you to me without wait)
Say a prayer but let the good times roll
In case God doesn't show...
(Let the good times roll)
(Let the good times roll)

And I want these words to make things right
But it's the wrongs that make the words come to life,
"Who does he think he is?"
If that's the worst you got
Better put your fingers back to the keys

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great;
"He tastes like you, only sweeter"!
One night, yeah, and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories;
"See, he tastes like you only sweeter"!
Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh

Been looking forward to the future
But my eyesight is going bad
And this crystal ball
Is always cloudy except for
(Except for)
When you look into the past
(Look into the past)
One night stand...
(One night stand off)

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great;
"He tastes like you only sweeter"!
One night, yeah, and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories;
"See, he tastes like you only sweeter"!
Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh

They say
I only think in the form of crunching numbers
In hotel rooms collecting page six lovers
Get me out of my mind
And get you out of those clothes
I'm a liner away
From getting you into the mood
Whoa

One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great;
"He tastes like you but sweeter"!
One night, yeah, and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories;
"He, he tastes like you only sweeter"!

One night and one more time (One more night, one more time)
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great;
"He tastes like you but sweeter"!
One night, yeah, and one more time (One more night, one more time)
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories;
"See, he tastes like you only sweeter"!

Hahah tmr got lesson! So can see ♪!

Sports day yesterday!

2009-02-28T14:25:00.002+08:00

Hah! Yesterday wad the last sports day i could participate in! Had fun, although disappionted in SOME of the events. ;D Below is my results of sports day...

4 times 400m : 3rd!
12 times 200m : 1st!
800m : 1st!
Winning house : Ai House! (although i didnt contribute much)

Lollollollol. At the prize presentation i malu. They called for 4 times 400 C'girls team then i went up... NO lo. Actually i was taking to my senior and friends lo, then call for relay team ai house. Chiayuan called for me to go up. Running halfway up, Mr nur said, 'do u look like a gal?' It was like, the whole schl laughing la. Alot of ppl looking at me la. Somemore the ITMR ppl got take photos lo. Chao malu! Bt hahaha, fun =D

This time really our turn go up that time, ms leopan report out my name =.= Sports day lo, whole schl now noes my name. Lols. After the last presentation of the fartlek, comes the winner of the cheers, field events blah blah. Then the most awaited prize presentation...The winner house! Coming 4th is...Cheng house! 3rd is....Qin house! Then alot of ppl all very jing zhang.. Last year lose the Zhong for the first time of many years. The 2nd is..Zhong house! I shocked den very excited, running and jumping ard! LOLLOLLOL! We all tot no hope, tot tat ai house wld lose tis year agn coz alot of events didnt first. Alot ofppl cheered and shouted lo! The most shocking news that day! AI HOUSE ROCKS!

After sports day go eat wif ♪ and frens. Ltr den go to near schl de superbowl find the rugby guys. Played pool and bowling. It was super fun can? Den felt nt lyk going home so ask if can go to kun's bdae celebration. After tat so tired...haha! Kun dropped in the pool wif wenjie lols! Joke of the day.

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Reply all tags here ;D :

MANDI : ok, linked up liao!

yeeseng : okok lac baobei. Im nt going to die lyk tat...juz relax ==

.farahDee : yes qin rox. Bt Ai house rox more!!!! Hahaha! Btw linked!

Cassandra : Lols lyk tio forced to tagged lyk tat...nt tag once only huh..

frieda! : bleh, ai rox lo. Fat fat =D

Jiinming : hahaha, reblied! ><

Samuel : yea winner ai house! i shocked too!

Valentines day ^^ <3

2009-02-15T16:40:00.004+08:00

HAahaha!~ Happy happy happy!

Ytd the race didnt have good results for me but...have real fun =]
Wan go Holland V duno when get out bus so, went to orchard. Eat! Drink! Play game! Bet! Scissors paper stone! Lose! Ballon Hat! Hahahah! x]

Did u hve fun on valentines day? Hope so! Now, get back to studies! Tmr got schl haven touch hw yet. Lols. And, sports day is near! This is my last year to ever participate in jurong secondary's sport day! Hahaha, i am so looking forward to that day =DDD

AI HOUSE ROCKS!!!!!

i miss ♪

facebook quiz~!

2009-02-08T22:03:00.003+08:00

if your a girl your name is:Ai if your a guy your name is:Ren

Ai means love and affecton and your full of love so Ai suits you best:)And Ren means romance and love, thats cool cause chicks dig romantic guys:)

quiz~~! Done x]

hahaha!

2009-02-08T21:40:00.002+08:00

Im so wanna tmr to come! Ahahaha! i didnt noe i alrd had facebook until ytd go try sign up. Its kindda funny lol. Facebook got chat room leh! How cool is that! What ever shall i do? O:

I wan see ♪ x]

Ahsheteru asheteru~

valentines coming!

2009-02-07T16:54:00.002+08:00

Hey all~! Hihihihihihihihihihihihih!!! Valentine's coming so soon!! Tell all those you treasure that you love them! Dun tell them too late :D

Today go to schl for chemistry lessons. Today is saturday, tomorrow is sunday! Hahahah, nth to blog about! Feeling so happy ^^ I cut my hair! Bangs! ,and the dirt is gone! Hahahah!~

Just feeling so happy! Juz came back from library! Woohoo~

To all outta there I treasure~ I LOVE YOU
To ♪ , ahsheteru~

CNY eve!

2009-01-25T22:52:00.009+08:00

Hah! today CNY eve! Having samuel and yihao to stay over at my place :)

Before tat was yesterday, go zhiye's hse. Then weijin, yihao , samuel and me go eat at jp. Lollollollol, we talking about when we were in secondary 1 that time. Missing them so much. After eating we go walk walk outside. Walk to CC thre saw baobei ang yeesheng playing bball. LOL. Den have some games then go home.

As i said, samuel and yihao come my hse stay over. We used the com till about 2 in the morning (alrd CNY eve) then go out the jurong lake park under my hse thre. We play candles! :DDD It was so fun!

Alining the candles in place :D

Still alining haha! ><

Lighted love shaped candles, with wind blowing!

No wind! Nice heart arh? ^^

Haha! Wasted candles on the side..

See samuels's foot on the bottom right? Hah!

The best pic! With one of our hands inside the heart :DDD Guest which is mine?

Den we played emo songs , promising each other to forget sad things in life.(Lol like small kids like tat :x) The wind very big and cooling. The night is so nice . After that we waited for the candles to burn out and then continued burning some spare candles within the leaves. The last song was played by me! As i requested, It Ends Tonight by TheAllAmericanRejects! It rocks man!

After tat walk back home to below my hse the playground to slack...more emo songs..Abt 4.30 then go back home. I sleep while the 2 wide awaked gays continue to use com >< haha

Today was fun fun fun! :D

feelings still there

2009-01-23T20:14:00.005+08:00

i just felt lyk bloggin sad things. I now noe the reason i cant go see @ blog.

How can a person get well so fast after such good times tgt. t be honest, i still have feelings for @. I dun show, u wun noe. haha tats funnyrite, so long le, yea im stubborn im silly. ppl ard me asksay its nt worth it bt idk wad to do.the feelin is juz thre,i try to forget bt cant.six months plus i tink.istillcrythedamhell.slap me someone,awake me,olvls tisyear,idunwan ot be lyk tat.its juz lyk ytd.father,motherahmasomeonejuzwake the hell up inme.tisyearo's liao,muzbe serious. ianyhowwont bewif someone i had no feelingswith.imagine howdeepitis for @. long,six monthssincebreakidky. Callme stubbornsilly.idid tried to forgetbt feelingsis feelings rite?i cant force me myself into things rite?istillhavefeelingsfor @. Hahaas i siad b4, forvever. hahA?hahahayeaduncrydunfallshutup myself can.sucks,equalsto sucks.wake me up.

daitai itsu mo toori ni
sono kado wo magareba
hitonami ni magirekomi
tokete kiete iku

boku wa michi wo nakushi
kotoba sura nakushite shimau
dakedo hitotsu dake wa
nokotteta nokotteta
kimi no koe ga

warau kao mo okoru kao mo subete
boku wo arukaseru
kumo ga kireta saki wo
mitara kitto
nee wakaru desho?

aimai ni ikite ite mo
kokoro ga mijuku demo

sore de ii hora soko ni wa
daiji na hito ga iru

kimi ga mayou no nara
boku ga michishirube ni narou
ato wa shinjireba ii
tashikameru sube wa motta
osorenai de

hikari atsume sora ni hanatte iru
kimi ni wakaru you ni
soshite ayumu michi wo
motto terasou
doko made mo...

kami. koe. kuchi. yubisaki e todoke
ima dake demo ii

I turn the corner
Just like I normally do
Slipping into the crowd of people
I dissolve and disappear

I've lost my way
And I've lost my words
But just one thing
Was left behind, left behind
And that's your voice

A smiling face, an angry face, all of them
Can make me walk on
When I look ahead to where
The clouds have drifted away from
Hey, you definitely understand don't you?

Even though I live my life vaguely
And my heart is inexperienced

That's good enough, hey, right here
There is a person that's important to me

If you lose your way
I'll be your signpost
But you have to believe in the rest
Making sure that you've got the means
Without fear

I'm gathering up light, and releasing it into the sky
So that you'll know
And I'll shine it down more
Onto the road that I walk down
No matter where I go...

I'll send it to your hair, voice, lips, finger tips
And it has to be now

CNY celebration in schl

2009-01-23T19:36:00.003+08:00

Haha, now got some time to blog x) Firstly replying of tags!

MANDI: lol the last time i wan link u , ur blog close down . Kay linked!

Hardstyle: Opps i dunnoe? Haha i so famous arh! Ppl noe me when i dun noe them.

Sirin: Ps sirin will link up ! Bt the url wrong ==

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Now , today, no, first day of schl! Lol i haven have been able to blog abt first day.

Alot of sec 2s now all wear long pants and tuck in shirts , skirts shorter den ever even P.E shorts could be folded up! Haha first day of schl jiu almost late alrd .__. The best thing is hair caught, not by tcher bt JUSTIN!!!! Best liao. RAR!~! Nvm i forgive him liao lol. He nvr catch also will tio by other tcher de.
Sway lo, almost late den some hair caught, half day in one class doing nth. Changed class to level 3. I AM SEC 4 LIAO! MUST BE SERIOUS! O.O

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Today, chinese new year celebration! Haha fun in concert! Sitting ard with kaikiat, bryan, wenjie, xueqian, jiawei and father...Den we shout shout shout names den alot of ppl look at us. Fun la lol.

I went searching ard den i saw. Lyk last year, @ were sitting on the same colum as i do bt quite far away. I dunnoe y keep lookin at . Jus wanna noe how's everything.

After that actually wan to pon trg bt seen by team so go back trg lol. After tat go cc ball a while den go home! Tmr goin Zhiye hse gong xi fa cai!!!

Michi ~to you all~

2009-01-20T21:33:00.001+08:00

daitai itsu mo toori ni
sono kado wo magareba
hitonami ni magirekomi
tokete kiete iku

boku wa michi wo nakushi
kotoba sura nakushite shimau
dakedo hitotsu dake wa
nokotteta nokotteta
kimi no koe ga

warau kao mo okoru kao mo subete
boku wo arukaseru
kumo ga kireta saki wo
mitara kitto
nee wakaru desho?

aimai ni ikite ite mo
kokoro ga mijuku demo

sore de ii hora soko ni wa
daiji na hito ga iru

kimi ga mayou no nara
boku ga michishirube ni narou
ato wa shinjireba ii
tashikameru sube wa motta
osorenai de

hikari atsume sora ni hanatte iru
kimi ni wakaru you ni
soshite ayumu michi wo
motto terasou
doko made mo...

kami. koe. kuchi. yubisaki e todoke
ima dake demo ii

I turn the corner
Just like I normally do
Slipping into the crowd of people
I dissolve and disappear

I've lost my way
And I've lost my words
But just one thing
Was left behind, left behind
And that's your voice

A smiling face, an angry face, all of them
Can make me walk on
When I look ahead to where
The clouds have drifted away from
Hey, you definitely understand don't you?

Even though I live my life vaguely
And my heart is inexperienced

That's good enough, hey, right here
There is a person that's important to me

If you lose your way
I'll be your signpost
But you have to believe in the rest
Making sure that you've got the means
Without fear

I'm gathering up light, and releasing it into the sky
So that you'll know
And I'll shine it down more
Onto the road that I walk down
No matter where I go...

I'll send it to your hair, voice, lips, finger tips
And it has to be now

Happy bdae myself

2008-12-30T20:54:00.002+08:00

zhu wo sheng ri kuai le - Landy Wen

Sheng re kuai le , wo dui zhi zi shuo..

hai ai ni , dai yi dian hen..

Whatever It Takes

2008-12-24T12:14:00.002+08:00

A strangled smile fell from your face
It kills me that I hurt you this way
The worst part is that I didn't even know
Now there's a million reasons for you to go
But if you can find a reason to stay

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
Believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

She said "If we're gonna make this work
You gotta let me inside even though it hurts
Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"
She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be
You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know that I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
And give me a break
I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better

But remember the time I told you the way that I felt
That I'd be lost without you and never find myself
Let's hold onto each other above everything else
Start over, start over

I'll do whatever it takes
To turn this around
I know what's at stake
I know I've let you down
And if you give me a chance
and believe that I can change
I'll keep us together whatever it takes

Remebering of my ex...

Ltr got work!

2008-12-21T09:01:00.004+08:00

Haha~! Ltr i got work at tampines mall. Lol sian. I'm here to reply tags ;D

Sumei: i forgot how u look like liao! haha psps. If can, see you soon! ^^ Er ya, fakers so fake lol.

Jinming: thx for ur tag! Nerd~ xD

Yihao: Go orchard go anyhow hug ppl la! Lyk the real KEHUI says de ^^

Shihui: Yo nerdiest! Grow up le mah? ^^ will relink u soon!

xp: hah! oic so i'll link u up soon. thx.

Haorong: LOL i heard u at SR fall down! Gen Li Hai! >< take care! I'm a goooood boy ^^v

L!h$heng: LOL ur name go money sign cool. Got luck liao. Thx for ur tag! Will try~! ^^

I think that's it, all tags being rplied? Yihao's one. OK done. Now i got some videos upload for u guys ;D Nvr laugh i say u pro! Switch off imeem and enjoy!

LOL! Tis is the real reason tat i joined audi! LOL JKJK! so lollollollol the ad!

LOL u didnt laugh i say u pro!!! Now, who wanna some yogurt?! >< Hahaha! Now is the cookin oil one! Look till the end and u will LOL!!

LOL!

Lol! I'm bored tat i find these videos!!! LOLLOLLOL. Kay hope u enjoyed it! Tag to tell me the best ad! ;D

juz like her

2008-12-16T19:01:00.003+08:00

Just few minutes ago i online someone chat wif me...The way, she's like suddenly different person. One could not be real happy if they cant laugh out heartily. It reminds me of that 'her' last time.

Things i remembered there's alot alot! Of coz uh == It's wonderful. Everything is hard to begin with. Bear with it and there are good outcomings. It's juz like the trees. At the start, we have to go thrugh all the roots of those little probs. Things could get harder, more bigger problems, the mid of feeling to give up. If we could made it, beautiful product , the delicious sweet fruits would be beared. Memories.

When captured birds grow wiser, they try to open the cage with their beaks. They don't give up. Because they want to fly again.

Help urself (:

Yea nth! Smile bcoz u're happy! Don't be sad over little root problems, coz it's gonna be over and leave u sweet memories! Break it through! For the runners out there, jiayou!

seconday schl love?

2008-12-15T21:56:00.001+08:00

I wanna loose myself in love (Yeah)
Let him have me completely (Yeah)
If I give you all my trust
Can i just let me go (Let me no be afraid)
To let em find my way
Cuz when you find someone Who means
So much to you
Giving all you got is easy to do

Chorus:
Just fall
Don't be afraid
Fall
Cuz i'm on my way
Fall
With love in my fate (In love)
Just fall
You'll be ok
Fall
There's no other way
Fall, just fall (In love)
Just fall
Don't be afraid
Fall
Cuz i'm on my way
Fall
With love in my fate (In love)
Just fall
You'll be ok
Fall
There's no other way
Fall, just fall (In love)
I'm ready to fall
Yeah

So i find myself right here
About to lean over the edge
Ooh
In your arms I feel no fear
There is no safer place
Then here in your embrace
So catch me if i fall

Just fall
Don't be afraid
Fall
Cuz im on my way
Fall
With love in my fate (In love)
Just fall
You'll be ok
Fall
There's no other way
Fall, just fall (In love)
Just fall
Don't be afraid
Fall
Cuz i'm on my way
Fall
With love in my fate (In love)
Just fall
It'll be ok
Fall
There's no other way
Fall, just fall (In love)

Just fall
Don't be afraid
Fall
Cuz i'm on my way
Fall
With love in my fate (In love)
Just fall
You'll be ok
Fall
There's no other way
Fall, just fall (In love)
Just fall
Don't be afraid
Fall
Cuz i'm on my way
Fall
With love in my fate (In love)
Just fall
It'll be ok
Fall
There's no other way
Fall, just fall (In love)

We all cant expect much from secondary schl stuff uh? For those out there, juz fall...

Work In JP

2008-12-14T23:50:00.004+08:00

It was long since ~~i hugged a girl.~~ a girl hugged me.

It was also today i missed someone the most in a few months.

Don't get sad over relationship, jiayou ! ;D

NO TIME RPLY TAGS!!

2008-12-10T22:49:00.004+08:00

Sorry everybody for nt paying attention to ur tags!!! Tags rply here!

Mandi: Sorry no time link up, serious internet problem! And then..erm ya i noe u. The bball gal rite? Hihi nice to meet u im boyi ^^ WIll link u up soon!

ys: yo! lollollollol! Sure ill link up soon. Same no time! Thx for doing the quiz and i dunwan do anymore. All same question de ._.

Jinming: Sure to link u up soon too! Thx for tagging! Nerd... hahahaha!

Sumei: HIHI! so when is ahma coming to see u? She asked me to go wif her o.o

Jiawen: Cool jie! Hows the job? ^^

Dequan: Sorry la. Korkor huai dan, Later bring you go mum mum okay? Then go toilet shh shh. LOLLOLLOL! haha!

Wanping: LOL Im too sian for the quiz alrd! If i did not forget, i did the same quiz few months back. Now come back ard to us agn! LOL

Harriel: Sure lol! When i got time and fix tis interet prob lo. Y tuesda nvr see u and royson go trg arh? O.o? trg at home? In the BEDROOM? In the B.. ......? haha jkjk! See ya!

Haorong: Yea my cramp weird one. Overlapping toes. U did well in trg. Run so fast . I hope can catch up wif u. lol.

dDavidD: yo link u up soon! thx for tagging! ^^

Gladwin: LOL u also one in a trilion times then come see blog! Haha thx for tagging!

WEIJIN: lol miss ya guys in schl. Pang arh pang arh pang..chio arh chio arh chio...LOL!

Selas: hello selas. hello selas. hello selas. hello selas. hello selas. hello selas. hello selas. hello selas. hello selas. hello selas. hello selas. I rply u liao lol =="

Marcus: Yea hi we played bball! Cool link u up some other times. Internet error! psps. Nxt time another round of bball? ^^

Corrina: up to u good gal :)

David Santos: ==" looking at jinming's tag i didnt see ur link. wad is tat? ==" who are you mister?

liumei: Hello stupid sister ==

Kehui: Erm....hmmm..er....szhhsh...yeaaaaaer...ya somehow. Arhna i noe urs the best la .____.

Haorong: kehui , jasmine . == LOL XD shhhhh!

Rply u and get updates soon!!!!!!!!!!! Tag me if u miss me! Ltr see no more tags liao i sian ==

Quiz

2008-11-28T12:06:00.004+08:00

The person that tag/pass me this is?
-ChuanRu jie~!

The relationship between him/her is?
-Cousins!

Your five expression of her/him is?
Oh er...
-joker
-cool
-anime lover
-hyper active?
-quite cute ba ;D

The most memorable he/she have said to you is?
-Wah ni bi wo gao le!! ( wah you taller than me le!! ) xD

If he/she become your lover you will?
-slap myself ._.

If he/she become your lover, thing she/he need to improve on?
-Still slapping myself .____.

If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
-Won't happen ba, she's such a nice person to get along with :D

If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
-Er...do i need to repeat myself? o.o

The most desired thing you wanna do for him/her is?
-Save money to buy her present for her bdae or chrismas gift! Actually is talk ==

Your overall impression on him/her is?
-Nice person. Still a hyper active adorable joker that cuts cool hairstyles and likes anime =="

How do you think the people around you feel for you?
-Lame, irritating? , don't know?

The characters that i love about myself are?
-Not sure ooo

On the contrary, what about the characters i hate about myself?
-My stupid ideas, harshness, my body shape =="""

The most ideal person you want to be is?
-Hai yo, Why all the question so hard to answer de??? zz

For people that care and concern for you, you say something to them?
-Thank you! :D take care of yourself too!

Pass this quiz to 10 person that you want to know they think of you, they are?
-Corrina (1)
-Dequan (2)
-Sumei (3)
-Jiawen Jie! (4)
-LianXin (5)
-Harriel (6)
-Yihao (7)
-Haorong (8)
-Wanping (9)
-You! (10)

It's random, isee who last tagged me and who i msg in my fone.

Who is No.6 [Harriel] having realationship with?
-Wahahahaha! Royson la!

No.9 [Wanping] is a Female or Male?
-Female o.o

If No.7 [Yiaho] & No.10 [You!] is together, will it be a good thing?
-LOL you know yihao is who mah? can la can la, msn tell u his number :D

What is No.2 [Dequan] studying about?
-Baby language

When is the last time you speak to No.3 [Sumei] ?
-We only talk through msn and taggies. Seen her once. Ya talk in the X-trail competitioin. Forgot when le ._.

What kind of music band No.8 [Haorong] like?
-He don't like emo-ing. So maybe sunshine type of songs?? O.o?

Does No.1 [Corrina] have any siblings?
-Not sure worh. Ask her!

Will you woo No.3 [Sumei] ?
-LOL i don't know her much ba. But in this time most probably no more for me ^^v

How about No.7 [Yihao] ?
-Eeee gay! Don't want!!

Is No.4 [Jiawen] single?
-Nope! Wish you happy long lasting with your dear? >< !!

What is the surname of No.5 [Lianxin] ?
-Shot i forgot!!! Lim? Tan? Ng? Chua? Tham? Yeo? Poon???

What is the hobby of No.10 [You] ?
-Fill in urself ba :D

Does No.5 [Lianxin] & No.9 [Wanping] get along well?
-I guess that don't know each other ba..

Where is No.2 [Dequan] studying at?
-Why keep asking No.2 about studies??? He study baby language in jurong secondary school la! LOL

Talk something casually about No.1 [Corrina] ?
-ooo erm...er...sss...good girl ==

Have you tried developing feelings for No.6 [Harriel] ?
-What the bleh!!!! Make me laugh myslf infront of computer!! Wah lau! You kidding? Btw she attached with royson liao lol.

Where does No.9 [Wanping] lives at?
-Earth. To be exact, Singapore. More exact? , near Jurong point. Even more exact? Ask her yourself ba lol.

What colour does No.4 [Jiawen] like?
-Erm shoot i forgot! pspspspspsps!

Are No.5 [Lianxin] and No.1 [Corrina] good friends?
-Okay im sure thay dont know each other.

Is No.7 [Yiaho] the sexiest person in the world?
-yea!!! Hot and sexy gay!! xD

What is No.6 [Harriel] doing now?
-How am i suppose to know?? woof woof? :x no offense if you dun think wrongly? xD

ahhatada~! Quiz done. Still got corrina's quiz. Lol i owe her quiz veh long liao. But you do this first ba :D hhahaha

sian

2008-11-21T09:47:00.009+08:00

Sorry , idk wad to blog about and i dont know if i had replied everyone's tag anot. So tag and scold me if i haven , then i treat u something!
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Im so bored that while i type this, i used one hand plus i turn my keyboard upside down...lollollollol.

Later got training, smell ya later!

Sec 3 camp

2008-11-14T22:15:00.009+08:00

Much to talk about the camp, since haolong and kehui also post about it. I think i swap my plastic bag filled with wet clothes with someone bigger size than mine. I got back a pants that is HUGE !! My mom wash then want dry up, put on the hanger then it slip off! Then she knows not mine. Nice one, gotta get new pants.

The camp, at first after knowing my team i don't like it. Keep changing teams la. Lol. Then to find out that it was actually a joker group lo. That justin nadar so funny and randy with his funny way of laughing. Clovis and chengchao and the group of enthu girls. Of course, someone not cooperative la.

Got one part is when they all planned to blanket party on karti lol . In the end he stripped himself then we go.......WACK KARTI ARH!! Then he tio push outside of the room and free show! LOL big laughter in camp! His jump style battle cool sia...Rasengen! Chidori! Charlizard! Tackle! Camouflage! LOL that was soooooo super funny!!! Miss camp with friends!

Our group instructor so sian at first, then found out she nice to bully ^^ cool, her name rhythms with the word carrot! haha! Some instructors are funny also! The marcus and ellene ( if not spelled wrongly ). Marcus keep disturb people talk talk talk, but funny! Ellene with her gu niang style. I can't stop laughing when she does the macho clap la! Like gu niang doing! And she keep tio bullied by marcus!

Give me one gu niang clap

-clap-

( __ )

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cant make the middle or else too obscene ><

The camp overall was fun! After camp is then trainings trainings work work eat eat shit shit sleep sleep breathe breathe and sian sian...

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Meet the conman!

Meet the tio conned-man

Now catch the conman in action!

LOL i really miss chiayuan and his craps lo...

Training Andi is back so i'm happy! But lots gonna leave...z. I'm sick for today's training! Cough cough cough! nevermind ==
Looking forward that Andi to be my new best friend! LOL ! And kehui, don't be so high already lo, lol!

I saw her today. With a guy. Maybe his your bf? haha. I still got funny feelings. I just looked away.

Maybe i still like you, for after so long.

If songs can represent my feelings, bei pan is the song. Wish you have fun with your life.

Bye peeps~!

acupuncture!

2008-11-02T16:11:00.014+08:00

Sorry for the late post and reply of tags ! Finally can use comp! Thursday is when we go acupuncture. Only one word, Ho-Seh arh~! That day Shawn kannessan and me was brought by haorong to go for acupuncture . Supposedly he had already gone there once or more, we still got lost =] BY THE MRT! cool right?

When we got to the hospital (i think) , the counter assistant told us that the sen seh for acupuncture is only available at 6.30. And that time uh, 3 plus i think? Lol we go eat and walk around lo. Blah blah blah...

bah bah blah..

blah blah...

blah blah....

blah......

Finnally 6.30! We 3 kept pushing who wants to go for it first lo...then..

By order, me go first followed by shawn then kannesan.

In haorong's blog he describe until like we all scream until like girls like that == actually i got shout la, but not scream. And i shout not that loud as you imagine lo. When the senseh put in the needle, the tcher of the senseh that poke me said that it is too short. Then he pull out, some then poke in 2 more longer ones. the feeling is like .___.

When poke through your skin not that pain. It is pain when it reaches the inside. Then got one part is the senseh must turn the needle for better blood circulations ==" hoseh arh!

Pics: My knee tio poked ._.
then the rest is random pics taken while going back home! Shawn's face is like LOL!

Ya one more thing! At the end of the acupuncture, the senseh says i coundn't run for at least one month o.o shawn and kannesan can't run for 2 weeks only.

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Today pei wanping go bugis there find flier job. She says recommended by mabel. The burger king there. Lol we go there then realise that the person that provide this flier job is a scammer. He uses the burger king address and name to provide flier jobs for people o.o Then he no longer there liao..wanping, so sad lol. Go all the way then no job. But we saw alot of wanted salesman job. But then, bugis iis tooooo far. Must go everyday sio!

My spec broke! :D hah going go for new pair soon. It's my carelessness for breaking it though LOL.

My new specs....

LOL just kidding! that's wanping's specs. I wore it when she told me to look at something . She say what the women's )( very deep LOL. Then i fake fake wear see then turn around. lmao, bad boyi. There behind me the lady o the left of the pic lo LOL. Too bad my shoudler block the view haha!

HAHA! She thought that i had deleted or never take photos! She's wanping :D

Tired day, going rest liao. bye peeps

wth

2008-10-25T12:20:00.010+08:00

Mr ser wth la. If you think your job is not easy and anyhow do then you better don't do anything. You think Haorong and kehui's job is easy is it? Try becoming the captain and see your team mates one by one leave your team and the best part is that the teacher let them as they wish. Come on la, you only TALK and you DON'T DO . Say what the team is getting lesser people and you very sad whatever shit. What you do? Just order people help you do YOUR own job then ownself only talk talk talk.

Wah just now i bathe finish everything liao then saw haorong's call. call him back no answer then call shawn. He says no need go for the puncture thingy liao. ==" n1 i thought got then i packed propelly liao..lol.

Just now dota first own people lol. Sian day again. Sian.

More NC16 photos...

winnie is always half naked LOL. Do you ever see pooh with pants? O.o? That would be weird.

No heading

2008-10-23T13:00:00.002+08:00

I never retain , yay. I advance , herg~
I pass overall , yay. I fail english , by 0.7 marks ,#$%$!
I pass E math , yay. I fail A math , zzz.
I pass alot in SA2 , yay. I fail alot in CA2 which pulled my % down , wt....

I want to go poly but i know my current problems that i cant apply for some courses..sian. How about you guys? Happy with your results? Im so bored.

Yesterday me help kehui out for the dont know what gap for our cca. Primary 6 students come to our school. Lol it was ..... Got 1 girl very hiong, more man then ...... Ah you know who rite? Arh there, you say one huh, not me!

Talk with them about our cca all this. One time we merge with volleyball and play games with the students. Some very high some very low.

And hor, got 1 girl i think quite pretty =X LOL
But we all got shocked when she shouted "kaobei" when she only just missed the volleyball == wasted

That day never go for lessons. Lol jiayou me , jiayou everyone.

And ya, who got any NC16 pics want me post be sure to inform me kay. Buh bye~
Sian .

Life is boring

2008-10-18T19:53:00.003+08:00

Ahaha, beware of this blog! This blog would soon become NC16 ( not for kids under 16 ) . There will be nude pictures and so on...so beware not to scroll too far below...

Hey i said beware!

Y are you still scrolling down? O.o?

You still dont understand dont you?

Dada! NC 16!

I'm bored~!!~!

lala

2008-10-16T19:07:00.003+08:00

Sian leh today in school. Tchers still go through exam paper even when we had already gone through... ==

Kay, i think i didnt reply to alot of people's tags. So, now what am i going to do? Sian.....

training resumes!

2008-10-15T20:53:00.002+08:00

hahaha! i just posted in cca blog red-ants, hope u guys can go support!

D: i pass my english in SA2 but overall count wif the pass exams i failed!!! I FAILED!!! wah!! wah!!! WAH!!!!! sian diao!!!!!~~! I really dunwan retain uh...
And ya, hair check today totally lucky. Mornin assembly jiu go hall le, haha! But i stil plan to go cut on sat .___.

Tryin new hair, slooooppee! Haha! Tmr alot of ppl not going schl, all say nth to do in schl.

Sian . Sian guy . Sian guy lyk me . Sian guy lyk me so sian . Sian guys lyk me so dam sian . Sian guys lyk me so dam sian nth to do . Sian guys lyk me so dam sian nth to do so so sian . Sian guy lyk me so dam sian nth to do so so dam sian . Sian guy lyk me so dam sian nth to do so so dam sian and then just sian lo...

Change blog skin looo

2008-10-10T16:58:00.003+08:00

Hoot~! i change blog skin le :D

Today is the last day of EOY. I'm scared lo. Scared will retain..hai..
Why Singapore make english the main primary language uh? Sian leh...somemore so hard de. I must kao summary pass liao ._.

I hope my english pass lo...Later going dota with strangers liao. Peeps~! Im coming to you-r's blog to tag lo~!

gogogo, buh bye~!

TAGS replied

2008-09-29T19:43:00.005+08:00

Sirin: ya the faker really cool, quite cute bah =)

Quiling: Haha! Linked! Cool u rmb me . Okay it's quite lame, only few months nvr tok only lol.

Selas: LOL next time i got time i oso go flood ur blog! Btw u change blogskin lyk
change clothes lyk tat =)

Jiahui: Yo! thx for tagging! Link u some other times? Lol bz nowadays!!! Arh~!

Wanping: Lol is i haven tag u lo! ps arh...btw u long time nvr call me le ><

...: hilo! ^^ thx for tagging la =) ya life sure have bright side. Bt bad side keep coming leh...hiayo... Bad side sounds lyk backside lol. Kay nt funny ==

ys: Yo baobei! ^^ only 2 times arh? Kuai le baobei nt happy le D:

Sirin: neh mind! btw happy happy bdae!~! Luck and bright side for u the whole year!~!

Freida!: yoshidadeh~! Cool, u too! gd luck~~ trying win me in seeing who fail the most la! ^^v

Harriel: Boo back! My blog dying cool wad. Help it CRP lo...mayb wld come to life? haha!

guys, got time then i go to your blogs to tag. For now, study stress study stress! For "..." do u know me? ^^

English Today!

2008-09-26T19:03:00.004+08:00

Today's english paper. My blog is dying again. Quick post.

The teacher invigilate our class one very zai. Pro sia him..next time then elaborate. Must study :D

Lyrics to What About Now

Shadows fill an empty heart

From all the things that we are

But are not saying.

Can we see beyond the scars

And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.

And open up to

The ways you made me feel alive,

The ways I loved you.

For all the things that never died,

To make it through the night,

Love will find you.

What about now?

What about today?

What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?

What if our love never went away?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

Baby, before it's too late,

What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes

To start a new day.

This broken heart can still survive

With a touch of your grace.

Shadows fade into the light.

I am by your side,

Where love will find you.

What about now?

What about today?

What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?

What if our love, it never went away?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

Baby, before it's too late,

What about now?

Now that we're here,

Now that we've come this far,

Just hold on.

There is nothing to fear,

For I am right beside you.

or all my life,

I am yours.

What about now?

What about today?

What if you're making me all that

I was meant to be?

What if our love never went away?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?

What about today?

What if you're making me all that

I was meant to be?

What if our love never went away?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

Baby, before it's too late,

What about now?

Back to home

2008-09-21T19:38:00.003+08:00

Not that sweet.

It's my first time running away from home. No one understands me. When i came back, sisters give me cold look, not even want to look at me. I guess that they also don't wish that I could be back home, creating troubles.

Sorry to bother those people . I don't feel like home, it's like i'm unwanted. Yea, unwanted. That's something i felt inside. I'm stubborn. I still cant let...

Study please, exams coming near. Ngboyi, start your studies liao ba. Don't let it affect you. Blah. And i know those english i used above is nt proper.

I really don't know what am i doing sometimes. I know that it's wrong but i keep doing it. I'm confused.

7.42 pm

Saturday Morning

2008-09-13T07:24:00.002+08:00

-updating blog and dl-ing things-

Someone tell me to update my blog. I long time never update blog got reasons one...

Ahah! I'm studying! .__.

Anyone believes? ><

Yesterday is the last trainging before the EOY! OMFWTHBBQJSSNBY! lols. Thinking about EOY, ...i dun wanna to retain! T.T

But i keep failing my english la! T.T omgomgomg! hais..

And Sirin, SAW THIS?! I UPLOAD BLOG LIAO!!

Don't pull my white hair liao la! later grow out 3 more!! wah!!!!

it's like the number i used to call her poof out of no where strongly

7.29am

080908

2008-09-08T17:57:00.004+08:00

Lollollollol. Today sirin took a photo on how i sleep in class :/ zzz, hopes she don't spread lo.

Today hor, during history class, there's a bird outside keep chipping la. Then Ms lappen (not sure how to spell) wait for it to stop . Then it just keep continue chipping and chipping. So sharp. We all keep laughing. Then Ms lappen continue, the bird stop. And then when Ms lappen says "finally it's...." then the bird started again..lol

Today actually got go the parliament house de lo. Then last minute cancelled. Cause they what it crash with the chinese class...yang's period. (sounds not nice o.o Should be yang's lessons)

Then hor, today hor, me hor!..zzz

Lessons half way Mr baktiah (also not sure how to spell ._. ) came in our class.

Then, "Xie zhen, Kaikiat, Soon wan, Ngboyi, Jiawei, ....please take your wallet and come out." I had already expected what will happen lo.

Then we stand in one line infront of him.

"Boyi, step out."

-step out-

"You know what i call u out for?"

"yes"

"What?"

"My hair."

"Now you know."

wtf later going cut my hair. Actually i planned to keep it until december de lo.

buh bye~

WAKE UP PLS BOYIIIIIII

2008-09-07T23:35:00.003+08:00

It's getting late again. I don't wanna think again. I guess it goes again.

pain

rarh~! cant sleep. Cant wake up ._.

there it goes again, i miss you

11.35pm

Back

2008-09-07T23:10:00.003+08:00

My modem got problem now it's fixed. Don't know what to post about.

Today went to zhe's house. Harriel later on then came ==" i didn't know she's coming till zhe go pick her up ==""""""" lols.

Overall she's not that horny on that day le bah ._. eeeeeeeeee..

Dinner at zhe's house! Dam nice! His mother's cooking skill rocks! Sting rays , chicken , prawn , and the soup! So nice lo. Maybe next time i'll go there more often to eat -rubs hand- abbit too greedy or anything? o.o

i think so ._.

Harriel needs to go home at 5. -shout at "P-E-A-C-E TIME~!!!"- ! No la, jk only. With harriel quite funny la, the house feel with sounds. I and zhe's bro was like .______. when she came lo..

Me zhe's bro play ps2 . Then zhe playing com. Lollollollol. Better then staying at home learning all those computer stuff...but now suddenly want to learn o.o

Hias. Once broke, always hurt.

Zai chong lai, yi ding xiao shi na mei

I better don't think that much already ._.

hiashiashiashiashias~

Boredom

2008-08-31T00:41:00.003+08:00

I cant close my eyes to sleep x.x

without a peace at mind.

I'm so bored! Someone please tell me another aim for live O:

I hope you'e been well :

BBQ teacher's day

2008-08-29T23:58:00.004+08:00

Lollollollol. So dam tired now can? Hard on guys ! All did well today !

Haorong psps! Rest well bah .

Too tired, short post bah.

Computer just got fixed in acer. Done. Free of virus.

How i wish that bad feelings also can be like computer? Want erase away anytime you want? Dam sad la today the song Mr bahtia and Miss Idil (idk how to spell their names ._. ) sing can? Hias.

Everythings' alike. Examples:

Handphones.

Starting when you got a brand new phone, you would treasure it like siao. Like it means alot to you. After sometimes, when you drop it or something for quite a few times, you would tend to forget it's values.

You would have alot of careless mistake done to your phone. At the same time, your phone would also tend to "don't like you".

It would hang sometimes or workvery slowly, compared to how it worked for the first time you bought it.

All agree?

Now let's compare.

Relationship:

Starting the moments seems too short. You wish to have it long. You want it long.

Between the two is so dam sweet. It's like treasure to you, and at the same time the opposite also does feel the same thing.

When you had the first quarrel, it's like handphone, it tend to leave a bad damage to the relationship. It's not magic.

At the same time, the opposite also feels the same way. Or even worse. Quarrel quarrel quarrel. End up, like me ._.

Trust me, it isn't nice feeling that way.

To everybody: Treasure everything like it happens just yesterday. Learn to trust properly. Dont' be like me.

It really isnt easy. I felt happy and sad at the same time, when u said tat u had a crush. Wish u luck. It's so stupid can? wt heck am i so stupid, stubborn? Heart is still wif u after tis long. I wan to take my things back.

Dream of u ytd nite. Dun wanna wake up.

Singaproe bay run

2008-08-24T20:56:00.012+08:00

Singapore Bay Run today! Hoho, today woke up at 5 a.m plus. 6.10 must reach lakeside mrt station. So early omg. Flag off race at 7.45a.m. lols. Today haorong never turn up D:

So fun lo, we [Hisyam, Shawn, Kns(idk how to spell his name, sorry!)(looks like kanasai! :/), chiayuan and Andy meet tgt and go. Reach there we saw Zhenquan! He is as kuku as before lo :D

The place there is mud-filled. everywhere is mud la. In the end Weisheng wear up his socks and shoes with the mud still sticking his foot. Lollollollol.

We were like late for the flag off? There's like, alot alot alot alot alot..........................alot alot alot, -take a deep breathe- , alot alot alot of ppl lo!!

Let's take ----> '$' this sign as 10 people. So, the half marathon have ...

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

wait wait, cannot cannot. Let's take ---> '$' sign as 100 people ba.

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

==" lame.

During the race Andy can't help it and then he walked! Cy , Zq and me all dunwan pangsei so we wait. Cant find, den we run backwards nto go find him. Everybody was like looking at us lo. People must be thinking, "everybody is running forward and these bunch of idiots were running backwards? Have they lost their sense of direction or something? "

Guess what? we cant find him, end up he is way infront already .__.

Lets talk about after the race :D

Hisyam brought the juniors back to jp i think then me, chiayuan, andy and zhenquan went to collect the goodies bag for the Nike+ human race at Clarke Quay. Our legs were so tired la. Zq and Andy go queue taking the goodies, me and cy go buy drinks. We buy drinks for them. We walked ............................
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.......................... lols the queue is very very long trust me. Longer then Yeesheng's kuku bird.

They queue up for hours. Me and cy later found this cool place in the basement . There's sofa, air-coned, little people. Wah so nice. Go there sleep while waiting for them to finish collecting. We go sleeping. Listen to music, sleeping.. Ahhh...so relaxing , until when i saw this weird man infront of my eyes after someone tapped me o.o

The security guard! Lollollollol. He says the place not allowed sleeping. There isn't even a sign showing that lo. I was like sleeping so shuang until the security guard woke me up lo.

The place is a nice place to slack :DDD

By the time we woke up zq and andy had already queue for 2hours le. wthomg!!! Then called us, tell us to queue for them while they go find place to sleep. Lols.

But me and cy queue up that time saw jianyong! He let us cut. wahahaha!

Zhenquan later on treat us lunch :DDDDD

He is so funny can? Keep gay-ing with chiayuan la. Touch the waist touch here touch there. So funny la.

They were talking about someone i think then zq says what suck dog de milk de. Cy reply say suck the menses. Even Zq cant stop laughing at chiayuan's rply lo!

Zq reply "then the dog inside the underwear la?" LOL!

Zq , "everytime the menstruation comes the dog there lick arh?"

Cy, "nono, the dog go inside."

Wthbbqomgwtfjss! LOL! i walking with them i laugh like siao, people tot i siao liao. Zhenquan laugh until the almost the whole place de people looking at us. He cant even help it lo. Then Chiayuan's face expression is still as same. his expression ._.

LOL!

O.O long post. Mayb tomorrow continue post ba.

Long and tired day. But fun ^^

NIE run

2008-08-22T23:14:00.002+08:00

Lols, NIE run we got 4th. So, no money D: But we all did well! :D

You would be proud if you were still here.

Ahma! don't worry me, grandson okay can can ^^v i guess.

Thursday. Someday. 14th.

2008-08-21T21:14:00.002+08:00

Yos! blog.

Seriously idk y lo, whenever when i am doing things i will ask myself if you have done so mah.

When i'm eating, i ask myself if u have eaten anot.

When i've reach home, i also wonder if you have reached home anot.

Hias.

No emo post anymore! yos! -jump style-

Lols i've hurt both my knees lo. Climb up stairs very pain D: Going buy knee guard tomorrow. It's expensive though O:

The night when my msg bao, i called you say goodnight.

除此之外

Say goodnight晚安
谢谢你陪我一整个夜晚
Close your eyes,be quiet
我明白你有自己的不安
很多来不及我不曾看见
我只遇见你的现在
不管你接受或离开
I hope to stay for a while
除此之外要你明白
你的笑我真是喜欢看
于是我一次又一次等待
其实都还算愉快
除此之外非常遗憾
你的心我还是打不开
And if you need somebody
我确定我会在
不会走开
So Goodbye晚安
舍不得看你觉得不自在
It’s alright,I’m fine
看起来这故事会写不完
很多差一点你没有发现
你只认识我的现在
不管你留下或走开
I’m gonna stay for a while
除此之外我要你明白
你的笑我真是喜欢看
于是我一次又一次等待
其实都还算愉快
除此之外非常遗憾
你的心我还是打不开
And if you need somebody
我确定我会在
除此之外我还在等待
你的心将为我敞开
But if you need somebody
你知道我会
不会走开

Hoseh lo. down.

Yesterday

2008-08-19T22:33:00.002+08:00

I so cold today.

Zhiye just poked me in my waist and then a very quick and sudden headache happens.

A short memories i had.

I want to forget all. It starts to get painful day by day.

Wah sian, i hate you.

I must now learn to forget the past. It's a brand new day man, please.

Let me go.

I must now try hard to forget you, for i love you so much.

What will be in tomorrow's way?

back

2008-08-18T19:18:00.003+08:00

I'm so $& ^T&^#*(*&!!!@$#@%!

Faggot. Everything, everything i do it shoot out again. Even playing the dam bball today ._.

我要忘掉全部烦恼！

I veh stress!

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>.<

Arhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I flunk my common test ._.

Still remember the few days before mother's day.
Go out with sisters. And her. Buy cake. Fake de.

After that found the real one in polar cake shop at basement.

Go eat at mac. Go to the playground and climb the ladders. See stars.

!@#$%^&EDVUFG!#$%dq62ge7169%(1eh82

Fish!

It seems like its hard, so hard.

my com cant have any mre injuries le

2008-08-14T19:01:00.003+08:00

My computer sot diao liao, msn also cant open =.= all the windows seems so funny now.

Lols i also don't know if i can post up this post.

Finding reformat disc in progress....
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Feeling sad these few days...i know why.

So sad D:

Hias, want to ask if you are doing fine anot but scared to msg you.

Hope you will do better lor.

Hardest thing to do..

i miss you . I really cant forget you .

10th August

2008-08-10T22:44:00.002+08:00

Sometimes time are hard to struggle through. When something keep recurring inside your mind.

Something, something hard hit me sometimes everytime , anytime. I cant help it too, it hurts.

All those thoughts locked inside

I've learn hard anyways. Maybe it's best being this way?
It's gonna be fine soon...i guess

hias.

Help me, soomeone. help, sos.

can anyone understands me?

10th August

2008-08-10T17:12:00.007+08:00

woot~! Yesterday was Singapore's birthday =D yesterday yesterday is Olympics opening =DD

Yesterday so bored, whole day chiong maple...

lols, yesterday playing mc pq with xiezhen and maple friends.

Singapore rules.

We then talk about the national day parade,
i said that very little people will go de coz everybody rather stay at home watch the Olympics
=.=

haha i join Aquila recently ba, lvl 51 le sio...yesterday chiong 3 levels to 51 ^^

THis pic is me (ShotRemix) and Xiezhen (lazy to spell, so hard!)

We mc pq together coz i want hunt coins =D

My necklace 3 slot all pass ^^ woot~!

LOLS, nothing to post le.

Yihao, don't be sad anymore le kays? ^^ i will msg u more often de ^^

Happy Birthday Singapore!

LOL

2008-08-07T14:22:00.006+08:00

LOL!

LOLS! Closer look.

Guess who's loooonnnng fingernail is that?

It's not mine, its.....erm, that person told me not to say his/her name~

lalala~~~

Lmao~! He says not mention his name in blog or else severe ties with me...D:

So..., i post up his pic lo~

i got this pic like...erm, i think in april bah. LOLS

Sorry arh, ......., never mention your name xD

Yesterday

2008-08-03T10:59:00.025+08:00

Yesterday i went to Queensway shopping centre with wanping to look for trophies. And plaques. :DD

Nothing much bah, better then spending time all at home doing nothing :D

After we've settled the trophy thingy, both of us went to sportslink. I didn't know there are 2 of the same shop la, until mei tells me ._.

Then we saw this....

Isn't it cool? above still got the LP wordings O.O lumpa?

Elastic? O.o?????!!!

Don't think too much bah :D we not so pervert, take photos of underwear. Imagine both of us taking out handphones and start taking pictures of men's brief openly in the public O.O"

But what is that? Cup supporter? oooo...

For those who cant see properly, the wordings : Elastic CUP SUPPORTER COMBINATION; a durable comfortable support designed for the sportman.

LOLS. So it is some kinda of support the men's bottom while excising? Cool....

And then we saw this cute little shoe....Nike somemore.....

Cute? Got the tick sign sio...

But guess how much? $10? $20? $30? O.o????

Wth cool right? It's $46.00 for a pair( i think not, cause price tag on on of the shoe only. That means a pair cost $92.00?!?!) of Nike shoe for babies.. o.o

And oh ya, guess what? We take 1hr bus there and come back =.=

Ofcoz i slept. I still remember one time when i felt that my saliva drooling i faster wake up and suck back, then Yeesheng gang hao call me. Then i was like leaning my cramped head backwards and answer the phone and...

So soft, so cushioning....wah so nice sio...

AND THEN,

THE THING MOVES BY ITSELF! O:

I turned around, look!

wtfbbqjss, it's a guy's head. His hair is so pong la! No wonder lead on it so soft. LMAO.

Then i wad like dam ps la. I said sorry sorry then turn back talk to yeesheng le...PHEW.

I think i've already post too much? Signing off , see ya! ^^v

QUIZZ

2008-08-02T23:58:00.002+08:00

1. The person who last tag me is none other then : Wanping !
2. My relationship with him/her is : My "mei" !
3. Your five impression of him/her :
- Serious at times , sometimes? O.o?
- banana? That's what people call her? ^^
- A mei that would not call "kor" when she sees him . again, sometimes :D
- Rich dao~~~
- A very good runner and a hardworking girl ;D (my mei leh, of coz la)
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for me : Er........kay la, smile to me ^^
5. The most memorable thing he/she said to you : " thanks kor! " =D
6. If he/she become your lover, you will : Then i don't have mei le D:
7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be : Call me whenever she sees me -grins- hahas, btw this quesn almost impossible?!
8. If he/she become your enemy, you will : slap myself O:
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be : erm....we wouldn't de right? mei? ^^ -smile weakly-
10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is : Call me "kor" more often ^^ , is that too much? :/
11. Your overall impression on him/her is : A nice mei to me :D
12. How you think people around you will feel about you? : Lols, a bowl haircut guy with round-rimmed specs that would bite people whenever he sees people OOOO:
13. The characters you love yourself are : Lols! someone help me answer this question!
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself is : Weakling!
15. The most ideal person you want to be is : Erm..idk?
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them : A thousand thank you -bows- -and then farts-
17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons in your links that you wished to know how they feel about you :
1. Kehui!
2. Shannice!
3. Haorong! try urself too?, again? wahahaha
4. Xinpei :/
5. CHIA shihui(sec 2 de) [see i use CHIA] xD
6. My ahma! yiyun! ^^
7. Wanping my mei !
8. Selina!
9. My family members?
10. Anyone everyone that wants to do :D

18. Who does No.4 likes now?
Xinpei - don't know .

19. Is No.3 a male or female?
Haorong - Female dog xD so is...bitch! JKJK XD

20. If No.3 and No.6 are together is a good thing?
Haorong & Yiyun - Cool, imagine haorong and my own ahma together... O.O

21. What is No.2 studying about?
Shannice - The subjects are same as mine, but i bet she studies more then me? :/

22. When was the last time you had a chat with No.5?
Shihui - Lols i forgot le, sorry!

23. What kind of music band does No.1 like?
Kehui - Imagine again, kehui with the muttons... LOL! (i think only kehui understands this?)

24. Does No.7 have any siblings?
Wanping - She has 4 brothers! (me included xD)

25. Will you woo No.2?
Shannice - LOLLOLLOLLOL -roflmao- She already LC with haorong le! XDDDD

26. How about No.3?
Haorong - Haorong's a dog, how? No offence arh...^^v

27. Is No.9 single?
My family members - There are singles and not singles .

28. What is the surname of No.8?
Selina - Shhhhhhht! i forgot! psps :l

29. What's the hobby of No.6?
Yiyun - singing i think? ^^ her voice is niceeee ;D

30. Does No.8 and No.9 get along well?
Selina & my family members - What is selina going to do with my family members? O:

31. Where is No.4 Studying?
Xinpei - Jurong secondary schl.

32. Talk something casually about No.1 :
Kehui - She's a very nice and good friend that would cheers up a sad person by laughing, laughing, laughing and laughing and laughing >:D Junko also can almost match her O:

33. Have you tried developing feelings for No.10? :
Anyone everyone that wants to do - Erm..who? O.o?

34. Where does No.7 lives at?
Wanping - Singapore! actually is 3 bus-stops away from jp!

35. What colour does No.4 like?
Xinpei -Black. Favourate combination is black & red >:/

36. Are No.6 and No.8 best friend?
Yiyun & selina - I don't think they both know each other?

37. Does No.3 keep any pets?
Boyi - No, but he keep a mountain of assesments books ._.

38. Is No.2 the sexiest person in the world?
Haorong - Guppies and a some kind like hamster?

39. What is No.5 doing now?
Shihui - Watching porn! JUST KIDDING =D no la, i think she is sleeping by now?

Quiz done ;D

4 day's post? i suppose?

2008-07-30T22:12:00.004+08:00

Yosh! Lol i 4 days never post le, got the urge of posting ;D

Talk abt 28th of july first?

28th july 2008, Monday
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Also the hair check day! You all know what? I'm dam afraid la! After mr lim the dp cut away my tail behind, i never go touch my hair le. That's why i thought teacher would catch me for my fringe. Then bo bian have to go parade square of course, sit down there waiting waiting and waiting....

Mr lim go up make announcements, blah blah blah. Then .... , "now we are going for the hair check"

i was like .. -!!!!!!!-

i turn to my right to see the secondary 5s. Cause my right side de fringe not long and teacher stands behind see will see my right side. Then mr wun(my form teacher) starts to talk to other students about the hair can pass anot all this.. Then i think, i also must face him de mah...so bo bian again , i looked at him. He looked at me.

He laugh out loud. He said....

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"BOYI I"M SO HAPPY! FIRST TIME YOU PASS YOUR HAIR CHECK!"

Then i wad like =.="""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""

Diao~ my fringe like that also can pass. Sui arh! LOLs LOLs LOLs lollollollol

He say pass then jiu pass lor, don't need worry le lor ^^ first time eh, first time pass his strict checking...cool man! =D

29th july 2008
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Hias, i'm dam disappointed. Very very very VERY VERY. I couldn't even recognize to you anymore.

My hands hurts again, don't know why.

I want to tell you that, maybe other people have already given up hope on you, but i've not. I still think that you are not the one you are now, you are just very stress. I want to help you. Stay strong, don't hurt yourself anymore.

30th july 2008, today!!
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Wow 2 new girls really come join us for track! Cool man, i wonder if they would survive anot... OOO: Let's just wait?
-stop and stare, i think i'm moving but i go nowhere... lalalalalaaaa~~~ laaalalaala~~-

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Sian arhs! Actually want put pictures for like a dam long time ago but MY CABLES CAN'T CONNECT TO THIS STUPID COMPUTER! Zzz. I also can't find bluetooth. Hias, lols. Don't care, will find out soon de, then i'll load pictures le, woohoo~!

ms chua,

LUPSAM ARH!!

!!!

2008-07-27T12:54:00.001+08:00

So much homework!!! Now i go do first, tomorrow must hand up! It's like dam much!! Later will be back to blog! See ya~

Im bored

2008-07-24T22:24:00.004+08:00

I guess i really miss trainings with you guys man. With those seniors again..(nazrul) wahahaha!

Found anything different? I've change to type in proper English. Why? Kehui the muffin says i would not improve my English if i keep short-forming. I know it's tense and grammar mistakes, but at least no spelling mistakes right? xD (but ignore me using, la, le, de, leh, lo, etc...) xP

Okay, back...
I really hope training would be like last time la. It's super fun when training. Last time is madam hamidah in charge of our CCA de. She's so fierce, so strict la! But she is good and efficient :D so i like it! Now got the lupsam here...lol ya hor, long time never cheer le! ...

ms chua,

LUPSAM ARH!

Haha, feel better screaming out to myself. So many things to handle, so much stress. I really can't find a person to talk to now...D: I'll grow alot of white hair soon or i will not be growing anymore. Cause stress stops hair from growing! She said de. I think i must eat a whole dam lots of chocolate to cheer myself up la. Scientific has proven that eating chocolates makes you happy! Makes you smile, makes you laugh. But not like kehui like that, laugh at everything =.= i really wonder is it that she eat too much chocolates already? Never mind muffin =) no offense ^^

I want to be closer to my friends, my mei. I'm such a failure can? I can't even help my friend when in of times. I want to. I hopes to. Maybe i'm too bored? Nothing to do bahs?..I'm so envious about my friends around me. Everything seems long lasting and seems so fine..so good to have a best friend arh? Hahas .

I want to scream! I want to run! I can't take it, i want share with my mei but she is like also got troubles luh D: mei, got trouble can come look for me de kay? Don't over stress yourself or else you'll turn out laughing and crying at the same time ._______. Take care lo!

Hoho, tomorrow got competition lo. Run until die ;D so no stress le lor! Good hor? Kay la, stop this post le. I'm bored. Last cheer again before posting ^^

Ms chua,

LUPSAM LUPSAM LUPSAM ARH!!!

HO-SEH ARH!

I've lost a great best friend. I regret. Till now..

take care, bye

2008-07-24T21:58:00.003+08:00

You left me nothing to say.

I've lost someone that trusted me the most

Can anyone understands me?

Y turns out lyk tis?!?!

2008-07-23T23:12:00.003+08:00

Its my fault la! -slaps self hard-

hey, you dun hurt urself anymre i tell u. Its stress i noe bt, u can trust me to share wif u probs mah. Hurt urself got use mah, u tell me, hurt urself got use mah? Still as sotong as b4...zz

i wanna take all the loads for her, something or someone pls let me do it. I cant afford to see her tis way...im veh worried. pain. Y muz it be her? y nt me? something help me pls...

sian

2008-07-22T21:40:00.005+08:00

I didnt wan anybody to spread rumours de lo. who says i cut my hand de? wa sian. It's juz a fall from monday's sp trg la! lol u all..zzz

Just dun understand why i got misunderstood again?

100% for everything, 100% rest now! :D

Haorong, take care larhs! Jy jy all!