Wednesday, October 23, 2013
Here it goes again. It's her, she's crying. Crying quite badly as if she needs help. I walked up to her, pulling her up and hugged her tightly. She was shocked and so was I. Slowly she started to smile again. And i cant help but to kiss her lips. Those lips i missed, those long hugs we used to have. It's all just a dream..
Why is it taunting me back again. I swore to myself on that day that i won't be crying for her again. As if i could do it. As if i could forget what's build up step by step for 5 years that easily. It will never do, i will never be understood.
Even it's just a dream, i am satisfied. A little.
(12:04:00 PM)
Friday, October 18, 2013
Should I? I know i miss her. Mad.
Go for what you really want.
Im actually stuck.
(11:32:00 PM)
Sunday, October 13, 2013
我爱上让我奋不顾身的一个人
我以为这就是我所追求的世界
然而横冲直撞被误解被骗
是否成人的世界背后总有残缺
我走在每天必须面对的分岔路
我怀念过去单纯美好的小幸福
爱总是让人哭让人觉得不满足
天空很大却看不清楚好孤独
不是我不爱的自私,我爱的很请愿只是... 搭过钩的承诺是在你想起别人时被摧毁。我说过我已经忘了爱忘了每个小细节,说我放了已经鬆手了。可是在心里还是希望你没变希望你学会... 我还是跟局我所说的,没放掉就不可以进入别的交情。或许我太拙笨了我才会一直等待,等待你真正的了解我所说的...
一年就过了,好快啊。为什么还信手承诺。忘了吧,给她忘了吧。天黑了下起雨也要学会勇敢前进。或许吧。
一首 JJ 的歌
她静悄悄地来过
她慢慢带走沉默
只是最后的承诺
还是没有带走了寂寞
我们爱的没有错
只是美丽的独秀太折磨
她说无所谓
只要能在夜里翻来覆去的时候有寄托
等不到天黑
烟火不会太完美
回忆烧成灰
还是等不到结尾
她曾说的无所谓
我怕一天一天被摧毁
等不到天黑
不敢凋谢的花蕾
绿叶在跟随
放开刺痛的滋味
今后不再怕天明
我想只是害怕清醒
不怕天明
我想只是害怕清醒
(7:38:00 PM)
Tuesday, October 8, 2013
Lets stop pretending. She will never change. She will never realise, never learn. Officially 1 . 1 has passed by. How long more will it take. Maybe.
(9:04:00 PM)
Friday, October 4, 2013
Trapped
I'm still trapped within the beat of the night
A little comfort from the candlelight
Your picture's on the wall, so was mine...
I'm still trapped within the beat of the night
A little comfort from the candlelight
Your picture's on the wall, so was mine...
Brushstrokes faded..
Think I said before I'll meet all your needs
Think I said before I'll meet all your needs
All that is to be before it was gone
Think we might have been great, but I'm afraid...
I think too late..
But I just can't believe
Whatever took me so long
I wanna set me free
Never thought it would be so hard
Think we might have been great, but I'm afraid...
I think too late..
But I just can't believe
Whatever took me so long
I wanna set me free
Never thought it would be so hard
Girl won't you ever see...
All I am is afraid..
All I am is afraid..
If someone's else heart's beating beside you everyday
I say I'll play my part I'll push you far away instead
Can never say how much i miss you...
Still love you baby..
If someone else is saying he loves you in every way
What can i do? For my love for you is over anyway
What can i do? For my love for you is over anyway
I let you go...but I'm still trapped...
Deep within..
Deep within..
(1:12:00 AM)