Saturday, January 23, 2010
Hey yo. Finally im back from hospital! Doctor asked me to return on thursday or wednesday i forgot and then not as what i expected, they asked me to stay there -.- Never in my life i stayed in hospital before. I was reluctant to stay there ! I've got pneumothorax, and a very rare case in a common case. If the trapped air inside my chest expands, i could faint anytime. I don't want to die.
CHEY! How can boyi die so young?! I still got long way to go. Anyway, in the hospital i met this person just beside my bed, he's a nice funny guy. Mr. Santhosham, was he's name. He shared he's indian chicken with me ! HAHA. And, i think he's the only patient that talks to me in the hospital other then the nurses and doctors. And ya, i've got lots of time doing nothing. One day is like one whole year.
And i thought of her. Memories. Just came in like that. I miss somebody badly.
And ya, there is alot of medical students which came in to exmaine me as this is a "rare" case in a common case. The medical students was accompanied by their senior doctor and the senior doctor was like, "May i bring in some of my students to exmaine you? If it would be okay?"
I am like, "sure sure!" And alot of times. These few days i think like got hor, 30 plus students exmaine me, doing the same thing. Until i can mimic them le -.- The students would draw the curtains and asked me to take off my shirt. Then ask if they could have a look and examine it la. Then, would touch here and ask me breathe, touch there ask me breathe. It was done so many times i could also tell the newer students what to do -.-
And and, when this group of medical students go le, not long after another group of students would come exmamine me. They would draw the curtain, ask me take off shirt same same. I was like, aiya why dont i just take off my shirt dont wear back le -.- lmao rofl.
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Pictures time!!!
Before everything, I was on this bed on the operation checking room for more than 4 hours -.-
Even the fruits have vege! -.-
Eat eat yum yum!
HAHA!
Was bored so parents brought newspaper and tibits! Calbee! My favourite. Our favourite hahas.
Compare this to previous post haha! Put on the uniform -.- Believe me its ugly.
Im breathing with this tube for the past few days.
The uniform! Sure dont let you see me with it!
My pillow...
Breathing on this lo.
Cool not? -.-
END~
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And ya, i tell you. Mr. Santhosham told me something that made me cant sleep one night. Cause he was a patient from SGH last year and know quite alot of doctors and nurses here, he's like a...hmmm....like a regular patient here la. Then he told me that last year around February, he was on the same bed as he was beside me. He said, every bed sure got people pass away on that very bed before. Got one time during he's stay last year, the next ward got people die. And the scary part is that, 5 people died on the same day :/ Omg. This scares me. I didnt talk. He just say, even the nurses also scared. He didnt bluff me as one the male nurses is with him last year and witness it too.
So, he very scared. He want to change his bed facing the nurses. So he ask to change to the same ward where the 5 people die la. Cause there directly infront of nurse mah. Then that night he went to sleep, and he felt something pressing on his chest. Until he cant really breathe. He knows what he's thinking on that time. He knows he's widely awake on that very moment. But, he cant move. Cause something invisible is pressing on him. Due to he's fat stomach he told me, he was able to struggle through and then, tell the nurse infront of him.
The following day, another patient die. Cause is unknown.
When i heard this, I was, omfg. Serious?! He also told me he witness how one old lady die on the bed infront of him too. She kicked the bed very hard, struggling. So he ask for help, but when doctor came, she was gone.. That following night i think alot .__.
And, also some years ago when he's over at the hospital, one patient went missing. So the nurses they all went searching for him. Even the other ward's nurses join in to help searching. Searched every where in the hospital and announce in the pa system. But still cant find him. The canteens, the toilets, the tv corner, the stairs all searched. It was night time mah, so asked for security help. Then security found this patient's body inside the toilet. The problem is, the nurses could not find him in the toilet. But only when the security guards went in the toilet, then they can find. Talking about this made me real scared. Mr. Santhosham told me all the nurses were very afraid too.
End of his stories. Haha, in the end to summarise on the stay in SGH, i think it was lonely. Still. I miss somebody real badly not because i wanted to, it was because i cant control it. Yea, should be this so far bah, if tomorrow could think more than shall blog about it too!
Labels: sometimes it really hurts again
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