Friday, July 18, 2008
17th April 2008-told me wad if u ditched me? im so stunned. Said i'll be veh sad. Tis question keeps recurrin inside me. Bad day.
18th April 2008-u said im wastin my time wif u. i could find a better one. Im dam saded. Whole day is lyk, sians~. No mood do anything. Veh afraid. Bt the trust is still thre. Coz u told me u wun, even if ur parents wld kill u. I'm so touched. Tat day u said u love me.
19th April 2008-Worst day of my life. The day im nt tinkin abt any probs. Ive so much trust in u. i push it as much as i can. Nth wld happen nth wld happed-i tot in my mind. Tat day u got math remedial in the mornin. In the afternoon, u send me a msg. Lets juz be frens. Wow u sounds so calm when i call u. I was in the library wif my frens. I totally cant take it. Yup i cried. Y? y? y? these questions come straight. U said u wld be happy. Its a hard time lettin u go. I dun understand y muz it be lyk tis. Till now. till now it still hurts.
after 19th April 2008-im alone askin myself y. wad hve i done wrong. tryin to get an answer. U said u brk coz u dunwanna hurt me. Everytime im so gd to u. y muz i be so gd to u. Now i'll answer it. Coz i dun wanna lose u. Now i cant be gd to u lerhs. Im so sorry for bein too gd to u...
idk wad hve changed me
Hias. today go run in the mornin wif des. Den ltr at evenin still got sp trg! lollollol HO-seh arh! i tot trg wld relieve stress de bt, O.O i cried agn. lolsidk wad hve changed me
Seriously idk wad im doin all these while, im stupid. y am i runnin away from it? i miss everything.
i miss bein wif u at the playgrd at nite
i miss countin stars wif u
i miss it when u say u miss me
i miss it when u cheered me up when im dwn
i miss u bullyin me
i miss bein thre for u when u nid me
i miss u holdin my hands coz i easily get cold
i miss the mornin msg
i miss walkin wif u to schl
i miss every part of u
i miss being gd to u
i juz miss everything
Ive been tinkin lehs, if thre a chance i wld be better to u. Lols -slaps self-
Nth much to blog lors, trg dam tired. After all runnin still cant relieve my stress, my probs. I nid someone for me thre...
i miss countin stars wif u
i miss it when u say u miss me
i miss it when u cheered me up when im dwn
i miss u bullyin me
i miss bein thre for u when u nid me
i miss u holdin my hands coz i easily get cold
i miss the mornin msg
i miss walkin wif u to schl
i miss every part of u
i miss being gd to u
i juz miss everything
Ive been tinkin lehs, if thre a chance i wld be better to u. Lols -slaps self-
Nth much to blog lors, trg dam tired. After all runnin still cant relieve my stress, my probs. I nid someone for me thre...
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