Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Yosh! Lol i 4 days never post le, got the urge of posting ;D
Talk abt 28th of july first?
28th july 2008, Monday
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Also the hair check day! You all know what? I'm dam afraid la! After mr lim the dp cut away my tail behind, i never go touch my hair le. That's why i thought teacher would catch me for my fringe. Then bo bian have to go parade square of course, sit down there waiting waiting and waiting....
Mr lim go up make announcements, blah blah blah. Then .... , "now we are going for the hair check"
i was like .. -!!!!!!!-
i turn to my right to see the secondary 5s. Cause my right side de fringe not long and teacher stands behind see will see my right side. Then mr wun(my form teacher) starts to talk to other students about the hair can pass anot all this.. Then i think, i also must face him de mah...so bo bian again , i looked at him. He looked at me.
He laugh out loud. He said....
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"BOYI I"M SO HAPPY! FIRST TIME YOU PASS YOUR HAIR CHECK!"
Then i wad like =.="""""""""""""""""""""""""""""""
Diao~ my fringe like that also can pass. Sui arh! LOLs LOLs LOLs lollollollol
He say pass then jiu pass lor, don't need worry le lor ^^ first time eh, first time pass his strict checking...cool man! =D
29th july 2008
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Hias, i'm dam disappointed. Very very very VERY VERY. I couldn't even recognize to you anymore.
My hands hurts again, don't know why.
I want to tell you that, maybe other people have already given up hope on you, but i've not. I still think that you are not the one you are now, you are just very stress. I want to help you. Stay strong, don't hurt yourself anymore.
30th july 2008, today!!
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Wow 2 new girls really come join us for track! Cool man, i wonder if they would survive anot... OOO: Let's just wait?
-stop and stare, i think i'm moving but i go nowhere... lalalalalaaaa~~~ laaalalaala~~-
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Sian arhs! Actually want put pictures for like a dam long time ago but MY CABLES CAN'T CONNECT TO THIS STUPID COMPUTER! Zzz. I also can't find bluetooth. Hias, lols. Don't care, will find out soon de, then i'll load pictures le, woohoo~!
ms chua,
LUPSAM ARH!!
Labels: go on and run
(10:12:00 PM)
Sunday, July 27, 2008
So much homework!!! Now i go do first, tomorrow must hand up! It's like dam much!! Later will be back to blog! See ya~
Labels: homework is crazy
(12:54:00 PM)
Thursday, July 24, 2008
I guess i really miss trainings with you guys man. With those seniors again..(nazrul) wahahaha!
Found anything different? I've change to type in proper English. Why? Kehui the muffin says i would not improve my English if i keep short-forming. I know it's tense and grammar mistakes, but at least no spelling mistakes right? xD (but ignore me using, la, le, de, leh, lo, etc...) xP
Okay, back...
I really hope training would be like last time la. It's super fun when training. Last time is madam hamidah in charge of our CCA de. She's so fierce, so strict la! But she is good and efficient :D so i like it! Now got the lupsam here...lol ya hor, long time never cheer le! ...
ms chua,
LUPSAM ARH!
Haha, feel better screaming out to myself. So many things to handle, so much stress. I really can't find a person to talk to now...D: I'll grow alot of white hair soon or i will not be growing anymore. Cause stress stops hair from growing! She said de. I think i must eat a whole dam lots of chocolate to cheer myself up la. Scientific has proven that eating chocolates makes you happy! Makes you smile, makes you laugh. But not like kehui like that, laugh at everything =.= i really wonder is it that she eat too much chocolates already? Never mind muffin =) no offense ^^
I want to be closer to my friends, my mei. I'm such a failure can? I can't even help my friend when in of times. I want to. I hopes to. Maybe i'm too bored? Nothing to do bahs?..I'm so envious about my friends around me. Everything seems long lasting and seems so fine..so good to have a best friend arh? Hahas .
I want to scream! I want to run! I can't take it, i want share with my mei but she is like also got troubles luh D: mei, got trouble can come look for me de kay? Don't over stress yourself or else you'll turn out laughing and crying at the same time ._______. Take care lo!
Hoho, tomorrow got competition lo. Run until die ;D so no stress le lor! Good hor? Kay la, stop this post le. I'm bored. Last cheer again before posting ^^
Ms chua,
LUPSAM LUPSAM LUPSAM ARH!!!
HO-SEH ARH!
Haha, feel better screaming out to myself. So many things to handle, so much stress. I really can't find a person to talk to now...D: I'll grow alot of white hair soon or i will not be growing anymore. Cause stress stops hair from growing! She said de. I think i must eat a whole dam lots of chocolate to cheer myself up la. Scientific has proven that eating chocolates makes you happy! Makes you smile, makes you laugh. But not like kehui like that, laugh at everything =.= i really wonder is it that she eat too much chocolates already? Never mind muffin =) no offense ^^
I want to be closer to my friends, my mei. I'm such a failure can? I can't even help my friend when in of times. I want to. I hopes to. Maybe i'm too bored? Nothing to do bahs?..I'm so envious about my friends around me. Everything seems long lasting and seems so fine..so good to have a best friend arh? Hahas .
I want to scream! I want to run! I can't take it, i want share with my mei but she is like also got troubles luh D: mei, got trouble can come look for me de kay? Don't over stress yourself or else you'll turn out laughing and crying at the same time ._______. Take care lo!
Hoho, tomorrow got competition lo. Run until die ;D so no stress le lor! Good hor? Kay la, stop this post le. I'm bored. Last cheer again before posting ^^
Ms chua,
LUPSAM LUPSAM LUPSAM ARH!!!
HO-SEH ARH!
I've lost a great best friend. I regret. Till now..
Labels: go on and run
(10:24:00 PM)
You left me nothing to say.
I've lost someone that trusted me the most
Can anyone understands me?
Labels: i'd rather hurt alone
(9:58:00 PM)
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Its my fault la! -slaps self hard-
hey, you dun hurt urself anymre i tell u. Its stress i noe bt, u can trust me to share wif u probs mah. Hurt urself got use mah, u tell me, hurt urself got use mah? Still as sotong as b4...zz
i wanna take all the loads for her, something or someone pls let me do it. I cant afford to see her tis way...im veh worried. pain. Y muz it be her? y nt me? something help me pls...
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(11:12:00 PM)
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
I didnt wan anybody to spread rumours de lo. who says i cut my hand de? wa sian. It's juz a fall from monday's sp trg la! lol u all..zzz
Just dun understand why i got misunderstood again?
100% for everything, 100% rest now! :D
Haorong, take care larhs! Jy jy all!
Labels: go on and run :D
(9:40:00 PM)
Monday, July 21, 2008
Hey xp,
Gd luck to ur new found guy friend :D
I'll keep runnin n i'll forgive u xD
Labels: i'd rather hurt alone
(10:41:00 PM)
Sunday, July 20, 2008
Mei let me see a story i'd lyk to post it..
A long time ago, bfore the world was created and humans set foot on it for the first time, virtures and vices floated abt and were bored, nt knowing wad to do. Den one day, all of them gathered to play hide-and seek. Madness den shouted, "I wan to count, i wan to count!" And since nobody could be crazier den him, all of them agreed. Den he started countin..
Tenderness hid itself on the horn of the moon, treason hid in a curled up between the clouds and passion went to the centre of the earth. Lie said tat it would hide under the bottom of the stone, bt hid at the bottom of the lake. By this time, all of them were already hidden - except for love.
She could nt decide whre to hide. This should nt surprise us as we know how difficult it is to hide love. Juz when madness counted to 100, love jumped into a rose bush whre it hid. As madnessturned around, laziness ws the first to be found bcoz he had no energy to hide. Den he spotted tenderness in the horn of the moon, lie at the bottom of the lake and passion at the centre of the earth. One by one, madness found them all - except love. Den he started to get desperate, unable to find love. Den someone whispers to madness, love is hidin in the rose bush. Madness grabbed a wooden pitch fork and stabbed wildly at the rose bush, he continued stabbin till a heartbreakin cry made him stop. Love appeared from the bush, coverin her face wif her hands. Between her fingers ran trickles of blood from her eyes. Madness, so anxious to find love, had stabbed love's eyes wif a pitch fork. Madness den shouted, "What hve i done! I have left you blind, how can i repair it?" And love answered, "you cant repair, bt if you wan to do something for me, you can be my guide."
From tat da on, love is blind and is always accompanied by madness.
The End
A long time ago, bfore the world was created and humans set foot on it for the first time, virtures and vices floated abt and were bored, nt knowing wad to do. Den one day, all of them gathered to play hide-and seek. Madness den shouted, "I wan to count, i wan to count!" And since nobody could be crazier den him, all of them agreed. Den he started countin..
Tenderness hid itself on the horn of the moon, treason hid in a curled up between the clouds and passion went to the centre of the earth. Lie said tat it would hide under the bottom of the stone, bt hid at the bottom of the lake. By this time, all of them were already hidden - except for love.
She could nt decide whre to hide. This should nt surprise us as we know how difficult it is to hide love. Juz when madness counted to 100, love jumped into a rose bush whre it hid. As madnessturned around, laziness ws the first to be found bcoz he had no energy to hide. Den he spotted tenderness in the horn of the moon, lie at the bottom of the lake and passion at the centre of the earth. One by one, madness found them all - except love. Den he started to get desperate, unable to find love. Den someone whispers to madness, love is hidin in the rose bush. Madness grabbed a wooden pitch fork and stabbed wildly at the rose bush, he continued stabbin till a heartbreakin cry made him stop. Love appeared from the bush, coverin her face wif her hands. Between her fingers ran trickles of blood from her eyes. Madness, so anxious to find love, had stabbed love's eyes wif a pitch fork. Madness den shouted, "What hve i done! I have left you blind, how can i repair it?" And love answered, "you cant repair, bt if you wan to do something for me, you can be my guide."
From tat da on, love is blind and is always accompanied by madness.
The End
Tis story so ns...
I didnt mean it to say those words on u, its brkin me. Its up to u to believe if i'm tat sort of person tat would say those words...i really didnt mean it.
I didnt mean it to say those words on u, its brkin me. Its up to u to believe if i'm tat sort of person tat would say those words...i really didnt mean it.
Down
I cant believe it, tell me i'm dreaming, tat we are still we
It was amazing, said u were lucky, tat u found me
It was on a rainy day tat we met u don't have a place to go
I said we just met so let's go slow but no u juz told me to keep u from the cold
Sorry i cant take it, why did u fake it, why did we kiss?
And i'm juz dwn, u left me wif a note without a sound
i figure i muz have been such a child
u nvr noe how much i've been ard, how my heart juz frowns
if u're dwn, i'll be ur teddy bear i'll be ur clown
i'll take u round and round and
if u dun mind i could be ur standin ground, even if tat means i'd drown
It was amazing, said u were lucky, tat u found me
It was on a rainy day tat we met u don't have a place to go
I said we just met so let's go slow but no u juz told me to keep u from the cold
Sorry i cant take it, why did u fake it, why did we kiss?
And i'm juz dwn, u left me wif a note without a sound
i figure i muz have been such a child
u nvr noe how much i've been ard, how my heart juz frowns
if u're dwn, i'll be ur teddy bear i'll be ur clown
i'll take u round and round and
if u dun mind i could be ur standin ground, even if tat means i'd drown
You.
You have changed alot. Its all misunderstandins. U'd understand me de, u'll forgive me de. Bt no. U gave up. U said we could solve anything as long as we were tgt. No. U rather gave up. After tat u would cry. Dun cry, dun cry. Coz u made the choice. U give it up. It's my fault for those misunderstandins..
I still miss the person who i love alot. Y am i always the one tryin so hard to fix it when u are the one tat brk it? I've shed my tears nt knowin wad to do. It's nt the first time. I really wonder how u did it, u're strong ; bt i'm nt. I'm weak, weak-hearted. I've always forgive u, for everything u've have done me wrong. Mayb coz i'm nt tat strong-hearted as u? Or mayb i was juz lyk tat? Do u noe tat i've tried alot? For the sake of u being happy everyday. It's over, i guess huh?
Alot of ppl tell me, she's the one hurtin u, makin u cry alot of times, y u still give her face? No i nvr blame u. I blame myself. I'm too soft-hearted. It's all over between u n me ah i guess? I wish thre's a miracle.
I'll nt interrupt into ur life anymre if tat's the case i'm hurtin u tat much. I'd rather hurt alone
You have changed alot. Its all misunderstandins. U'd understand me de, u'll forgive me de. Bt no. U gave up. U said we could solve anything as long as we were tgt. No. U rather gave up. After tat u would cry. Dun cry, dun cry. Coz u made the choice. U give it up. It's my fault for those misunderstandins..
I still miss the person who i love alot. Y am i always the one tryin so hard to fix it when u are the one tat brk it? I've shed my tears nt knowin wad to do. It's nt the first time. I really wonder how u did it, u're strong ; bt i'm nt. I'm weak, weak-hearted. I've always forgive u, for everything u've have done me wrong. Mayb coz i'm nt tat strong-hearted as u? Or mayb i was juz lyk tat? Do u noe tat i've tried alot? For the sake of u being happy everyday. It's over, i guess huh?
Alot of ppl tell me, she's the one hurtin u, makin u cry alot of times, y u still give her face? No i nvr blame u. I blame myself. I'm too soft-hearted. It's all over between u n me ah i guess? I wish thre's a miracle.
I'll nt interrupt into ur life anymre if tat's the case i'm hurtin u tat much. I'd rather hurt alone
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(5:32:00 PM)
Friday, July 18, 2008
17th April 2008-told me wad if u ditched me? im so stunned. Said i'll be veh sad. Tis question keeps recurrin inside me. Bad day.
18th April 2008-u said im wastin my time wif u. i could find a better one. Im dam saded. Whole day is lyk, sians~. No mood do anything. Veh afraid. Bt the trust is still thre. Coz u told me u wun, even if ur parents wld kill u. I'm so touched. Tat day u said u love me.
19th April 2008-Worst day of my life. The day im nt tinkin abt any probs. Ive so much trust in u. i push it as much as i can. Nth wld happen nth wld happed-i tot in my mind. Tat day u got math remedial in the mornin. In the afternoon, u send me a msg. Lets juz be frens. Wow u sounds so calm when i call u. I was in the library wif my frens. I totally cant take it. Yup i cried. Y? y? y? these questions come straight. U said u wld be happy. Its a hard time lettin u go. I dun understand y muz it be lyk tis. Till now. till now it still hurts.
after 19th April 2008-im alone askin myself y. wad hve i done wrong. tryin to get an answer. U said u brk coz u dunwanna hurt me. Everytime im so gd to u. y muz i be so gd to u. Now i'll answer it. Coz i dun wanna lose u. Now i cant be gd to u lerhs. Im so sorry for bein too gd to u...
idk wad hve changed me
Hias. today go run in the mornin wif des. Den ltr at evenin still got sp trg! lollollol HO-seh arh! i tot trg wld relieve stress de bt, O.O i cried agn. lolsidk wad hve changed me
Seriously idk wad im doin all these while, im stupid. y am i runnin away from it? i miss everything.
i miss bein wif u at the playgrd at nite
i miss countin stars wif u
i miss it when u say u miss me
i miss it when u cheered me up when im dwn
i miss u bullyin me
i miss bein thre for u when u nid me
i miss u holdin my hands coz i easily get cold
i miss the mornin msg
i miss walkin wif u to schl
i miss every part of u
i miss being gd to u
i juz miss everything
Ive been tinkin lehs, if thre a chance i wld be better to u. Lols -slaps self-
Nth much to blog lors, trg dam tired. After all runnin still cant relieve my stress, my probs. I nid someone for me thre...
i miss countin stars wif u
i miss it when u say u miss me
i miss it when u cheered me up when im dwn
i miss u bullyin me
i miss bein thre for u when u nid me
i miss u holdin my hands coz i easily get cold
i miss the mornin msg
i miss walkin wif u to schl
i miss every part of u
i miss being gd to u
i juz miss everything
Ive been tinkin lehs, if thre a chance i wld be better to u. Lols -slaps self-
Nth much to blog lors, trg dam tired. After all runnin still cant relieve my stress, my probs. I nid someone for me thre...
Labels: i'd rather hurt alone
(11:18:00 PM)
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Yo! back to blog ;D erm...now 1:50am? lol juz wake up from a nitemare D:
lets tok abt wad a gd boy i am =D
Last wk friday went support the 4 x 400m relay team. Den hor, i hor, i mean we hor, after everything hor, go back home lo. -.- No la, yongkai n frens got tis idea of playin soccer bfore goin to the musical. So, we went back by mrt (ofcoz la, den walk back meh?! cck leh!)...after so much craps, lets get straight to the point! I gave in sit to an old woman!!!=D wah!!!! gd boy sio! -pats self-
lets tok abt wad a gd boy i am =D
Last wk friday went support the 4 x 400m relay team. Den hor, i hor, i mean we hor, after everything hor, go back home lo. -.- No la, yongkai n frens got tis idea of playin soccer bfore goin to the musical. So, we went back by mrt (ofcoz la, den walk back meh?! cck leh!)...after so much craps, lets get straight to the point! I gave in sit to an old woman!!!=D wah!!!! gd boy sio! -pats self-
An old woman in wheelchair =.=""""
bt i give in sit to the maid (i tink so, she looks lyk one) lo! U noe its a hard time tryin to balance urself n controllin the wheelchair on the train la! agree? if yes, meanin agreein tat im a gddddd boy ^^ thankyou thankyou
<3
Ytd i felt tat u are goin out n thus i ran to the schl thre de bus stop wait...duno for wad. hahas, den saw jinming , ranli n frens. Den i go ride bike wif them lo. Muz move mah, orelse ...
Ytd i felt tat u are goin out n thus i ran to the schl thre de bus stop wait...duno for wad. hahas, den saw jinming , ranli n frens. Den i go ride bike wif them lo. Muz move mah, orelse ...
Lol they say they kanna tio by police n were quenstioned. Lol nxt time becareful luh (; We went the carpark the 2nd highest storey! no car no ppl! ns place to slack. The top floor were nt supposed to be open to the public...thre got grass somemre! such a ns place for me to stay...can eat grass, slp on hard pebbles, drink rain water ... -jump ard n scream lyk a gal-
juz feel lyk screamin out loud now
stay thre oso cant help it bt ...zzz y?
y u tell me y? Y y y?
痛也痛够了,
哭也哭过了,
为什么是这么难放下你?
因为我很爱你。
我懂变的人是我，所以我要改。
为你而改，可以等我吗？
trust me agn will u? i swear i'll take u fly agn, higher. wait for me?
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(1:50:00 AM)
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Hahas, back into bloggin. It's lyk everything i do it'll reminds me of u. blah. Ytd the mornin run is ns. Thx jinming n frens for ur accompany, orelse it'll be a veh borin day. The jp thre de park thre de clouds veh ns, first time i see purple de o.o
Slack at the park for hours, felt the wind rushin tru my eyes. Wish u were thre wif me.
The purple cloud seems lonely thre.
Sometimes beginnings are so simple, sometimes goodbye is the only way
Today mornin abt 3 den slp? cant slp. No mood to slp? looool?! Slpin nid mood meh O.o? lol nt funny -.- tryin to cheer up myself (: N den 7am muz wake up go eat out wif families. Lian eatin oso no mood. lol. eat 3 pratas i tink? Ahfat jiu shi ahfat :((( feel lyk runnin everytime im dwn.
i tink i forgot the feelin of smilin le. Big fake smile n stupid lies.
i tried my best to let of u bt i dunwan to...
how my heart juz frowns..
i wish i could find the words the say...i love you. it juz brks me up everytime i miss u :(
i tried my best to let of u bt i dunwan to...
how my heart juz frowns..
i wish i could find the words the say...i love you. it juz brks me up everytime i miss u :(
Money cant buy everything. money cant buy time, love, friendship, a life, fame, or even revive a dead person. Though sometimes i hope can buy back time la, stupid dumb me =.= lame. Juz do things u wun regret, treasure everything ard u.
if u wanna cry, cry on my shoulder
Wah i wan run i wan run!!! Run until mornin or smt! i cant stay still to blog! i tink i afk a while..let me cool dwn.
BACK! coffee coffee, so ns to drink~ lalala~ lol suddenly got tis tune inside my head singing =.=" crazy idea of bein a composer, LOL. diao, me composer?! =.= lolipop ns to eat mah? oh man im so random.
if u wanna cry, cry on my shoulder
Wah i wan run i wan run!!! Run until mornin or smt! i cant stay still to blog! i tink i afk a while..let me cool dwn.
BACK! coffee coffee, so ns to drink~ lalala~ lol suddenly got tis tune inside my head singing =.=" crazy idea of bein a composer, LOL. diao, me composer?! =.= lolipop ns to eat mah? oh man im so random.
u could put the blame on me
im waitin for u to be back bt i dunwanna be wif u, does it make sense? i dunwan to hurt u anymre, tat's y...bt its hurtin me nt havin u. It's makin me crazy, idk wad to do..
im waitin for u to be back bt i dunwanna be wif u, does it make sense? i dunwan to hurt u anymre, tat's y...bt its hurtin me nt havin u. It's makin me crazy, idk wad to do..
i wish u were here wif me tonight...
Jiayou jiayou me! smile :D tat's the way, yup smile coz it's over, smile for her :D -pull my cheecks up- -pads back-
woohhoooo! i felt lyk runnin runnin runnin runnin runnin!!!!! LOL -slap slap self-
HAPPY BDAE AHMA! I LOVE YOU!
hahas tmr is 14th le...
woohhoooo! i felt lyk runnin runnin runnin runnin runnin!!!!! LOL -slap slap self-
im tired of being all alone, and tis solitary moments makes me wan to come back home
HAPPY BDAE AHMA! I LOVE YOU!
hahas tmr is 14th le...
i love you <3
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(10:43:00 PM)
Saturday, July 12, 2008
Hey long time no blog. hias. bgr nvr do well, competition nvr do well everything oso nvr do well.
sorry i've hurt you...
This few days had been outside movin abt, if stay at home i'll hve eye bag. Hahas cant slp, so blog blog lo.
hahas, love can be so cold
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Today's on the move oso, ltr 5 muz go prepare eat, den go mornin run..hahas, thx haorong for ur concern :) hope u could join me for the run today...
Hias, jy bah me (:
u've done ur part, nt me. Durin these periods i'll reflect upon myslef. I'll wait for u.
let me noe when u're rdy, n let me take u fly once again
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MLD always
Labels: how to mend a broken heart
(2:31:00 AM)
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Yo ytd zhe's bdae , today my mum's ;D happy belated bdae to zhe n HAPPY BDAE MUM! :D
Ytd we rape zhe coz is his bdae, today my mom bdae leh....so.....lalala~ LOL
Today nid go home early to celebrate mum's bdae, tat's y cant wait for xp as she is in the schl rehearsal. Actually wan wait for her den bring her home de. lol.
Guess wad? We go eat sting ray meal! lol AGN! ;O
See my post from first one till now, most of them is abt me hvin sting ray meals. llloooll. Bt today is nt at 399, is at clementi de. Trust me, 399 one nicer. Clementi de veh dry, will choke to death de. We order lyk dam much la. Got $12 de sting ray, $12 de prawn, $6 de seafood omelate, $7 de chicken(forgot wad name le) , erm,..still hve $6 de kang kong. Those ppl tt tink tat i wld grow fat, suan le la. No matter how much i eat oso cant fat de lo lol. Yaya, after tat eat ice O.O tink i wld become fat mah? O: omgwthbbqjss =.=
Hoot! Track events has started! Gd luck to all participates! ^^
-pat myslef n say jiayou-
-pat myslef n say jiayou-
Yay tmr going out wif xp xD dear imy imy ^^
tis is wad u say at least wad i muzz do in my mum's bdae...
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MUMMY I LOVE YOU -hugsss-
tis is wad u say at least wad i muzz do in my mum's bdae...
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MUMMY I LOVE YOU -hugsss-
Wahaha hope tis blog dun die! Dun die, dun die, my first blog! Loggin off~ pls tag ;DDD
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(9:43:00 PM)